The Sum of Awe
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Hmm. There was a time I had almost a year straight of following a routine and it went well. I had alarms on my phone that I followed religiously: An early-ish time to wake up, a routine after waking up (stretches, showering, eating healthy breakfast), an alarm to write for 2-4 hours, an alarm to eat, an alarm to relax mindlessly for another 2-4 hours, an alarm for chores, and an alarm for bed (and my night routine: stretches, brushing teeth, etc)
I've since fallen into borderline hedonism. I mean, I'm not nearly as bad as I was in my early twenties where I was always wasted, ate only junk, never brushed my teeth, didn't care about anything at all... but I've still gotten fairly careless about things and I'm trying to pull myself back into a routine-like lifestyle again. It seemed like I was happiest at that time.
I tried waking up early, the last two days I just couldn't will myself out of bed. On work days I can, because I know I have no choice, but when it comes to my days off well I just have no willpower.
I tried implementing meditation into my life. I did it for a few days (15 minutes in the morning - 15 at night before bed) but the last two days I also had no willpower to do that.
Chores? Nah, I tell myself "Well I can do them later, I'll get some writing done in my novel now." I go to my novel and keep getting distracted because I'm very stuck at this certain part. So I come back to these forums every 5 minutes hoping for a new notification or a new interesting thread, but there can't be something every five minutes. So then I go to reddit and there's of course nothing there either...
Ugh! I've got to get better at this. At least I'm aware of the problem, that's a start. Any advice would be good.
EDIT: I have no idea why I decided to post this in psychology. I mean, it may be related to psychological issue of not focusing and no self control, but... yeah, whatever.
I've since fallen into borderline hedonism. I mean, I'm not nearly as bad as I was in my early twenties where I was always wasted, ate only junk, never brushed my teeth, didn't care about anything at all... but I've still gotten fairly careless about things and I'm trying to pull myself back into a routine-like lifestyle again. It seemed like I was happiest at that time.
I tried waking up early, the last two days I just couldn't will myself out of bed. On work days I can, because I know I have no choice, but when it comes to my days off well I just have no willpower.
I tried implementing meditation into my life. I did it for a few days (15 minutes in the morning - 15 at night before bed) but the last two days I also had no willpower to do that.
Chores? Nah, I tell myself "Well I can do them later, I'll get some writing done in my novel now." I go to my novel and keep getting distracted because I'm very stuck at this certain part. So I come back to these forums every 5 minutes hoping for a new notification or a new interesting thread, but there can't be something every five minutes. So then I go to reddit and there's of course nothing there either...
Ugh! I've got to get better at this. At least I'm aware of the problem, that's a start. Any advice would be good.
EDIT: I have no idea why I decided to post this in psychology. I mean, it may be related to psychological issue of not focusing and no self control, but... yeah, whatever.