What if you are aware you can literally do anything and everything you want to but can't find what is is you want to do?It doesn't happen. That's not what we are. It's like asking what happens when the mushroom finally comprehends the forest? It simply cannot, because it's a mushroom. Yet it can and does still fulfill it's role in the 'flow of being', perfectly. By not seeking that which it cannot understand. And by following it's own nature. And by aligning it's own flow with everything around it. Humbly, honestly, and spontaneously, it becomes one with the Tao, without need of understanding, or even desire.
I am asking you this after watching "Soul" last night with my 10 and 12 year old grandchildren. It was the anniversary of their father's death and I was staying with them. I feel exactly like number 22.