YmirGF
Bodhisattva in Recovery
I thought I'd keep this under wraps until I had made some progress and am amazed at how well I am handling it.
About a month ago, I began to notice that I wasn't feeling well. Slowly I began to notice that it was always shortly after I'd come in from having a smoke. Hmmmmm.
So, when I moved into the main house from the bungalow, three months ago, I maintained the "No smoking" policy in the house and setup 2 little areas to puff, one in the carport and one out in a garden area. This alone, got me from 1-1/2 packs a day to a pack every day and a half. So... feeling emboldened... I took the plunge...
I have now passed the 36 hour mark, and am on my second patch and have not had a cigarette since 8:20am yesterday. That's a first in OVER 30 years...
I have the strangest feeling I am gonna do this.... and... I am already feeling better and no longer short of breath... go figure, eh?
I do miss the behavior... or going outside for a smoke (the ritual)... but simply have no desire for a cigarette.
About a month ago, I began to notice that I wasn't feeling well. Slowly I began to notice that it was always shortly after I'd come in from having a smoke. Hmmmmm.
So, when I moved into the main house from the bungalow, three months ago, I maintained the "No smoking" policy in the house and setup 2 little areas to puff, one in the carport and one out in a garden area. This alone, got me from 1-1/2 packs a day to a pack every day and a half. So... feeling emboldened... I took the plunge...
I have now passed the 36 hour mark, and am on my second patch and have not had a cigarette since 8:20am yesterday. That's a first in OVER 30 years...
I have the strangest feeling I am gonna do this.... and... I am already feeling better and no longer short of breath... go figure, eh?
I do miss the behavior... or going outside for a smoke (the ritual)... but simply have no desire for a cigarette.
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