Vannakkam:
I will be of no assistance whatsoever I'm sure. Sounds way too troubling for comments over the internet, but I'll make one anyway. Religion, especially strong darshan, or energy, as with some drugs, can intensify any experience. So it'll make you happier if you're happy already, but also make you more depressed if you're leaning that way.
My son was at a vortex of energy many years ago, (the monastery I'm associated with) got depressed, and was sent home. Gurudeva recommended nature as the healer.
I will be of no assistance whatsoever I'm sure. Sounds way too troubling for comments over the internet, but I'll make one anyway. Religion, especially strong darshan, or energy, as with some drugs, can intensify any experience. So it'll make you happier if you're happy already, but also make you more depressed if you're leaning that way.
My son was at a vortex of energy many years ago, (the monastery I'm associated with) got depressed, and was sent home. Gurudeva recommended nature as the healer.