You wrote:
[The Bible, if it is the word of God, applies to all mankind. And if it does apply to all man kind, it should directly apply. Meaning that I should be able to understand it. If God blinds me in order that I can't understand it, then God can't blame me for not understanding it the way He would want me to.]
It's not that God blinded man ...sin has blinded man.
Yeshua/Jesus came that we may believe on him and have the blinders removed ...if you so will to trust in him.
You wrote:
[It's not Christians we dislike. It's your preaching. Fact of the matter, salvation doesn't apply to non-Christians. There is nothing to be saved from and there is no savior to do the saving.]
God so loved all that he gave us his Son ...even while we were in darkness that we may have hope of the glorious future he wishes for all mankind.
All we need do is try him on his terms to when he approahes us.
Just say YES Lord ...let go and let God!
Then you will find-out what many truly saved have been telling you for some time now.