Spiderman
Veteran Member
Saint George Hawkins: 
I cover or bold some of my posts so readers can get what I'm saying without reading the entire post
One definition for Hawkins means "Hawk Training", and while I was hauling stones to the shrine I built for her and planting flowers before a framed image of her, I saw a Hawk on a tree right in front of me and a Hawk flying above me.
Last Easter 04/04/21, I looked at an image of Georgann Hawkins and said "I'm going to buy my neighbor the car part he needs". It cost 179$ and I had a job remodeling. I told Hawkins, I'm giving the money to him , yes, but mainly, I'm giving the money to you." Then after I gave him the money, I realized his last name was Hawkins.
It was like, "Holy ****, I really did just give that money to Hawkins. Literally!"
In this video I graduated from my last chemical dependency center on her birthday and I sing her happy birthday at a Shrine I made for her where I planted flowers and lit candles and incense:
Here is another video at her shrine. Unfortunately police found it disturbing and concerning that I make shrines to murdered girls in the woods , and they confiscated them, interrogated me, and took pictures of the inside of my room, assuming I would be the next Ted Bundy apparently.
One of my big basis for believing these girls, their spirits, are really influencing me, is because I was praying to Denise Naslund for over a year before realizing I live in the city of her killer's first victim, Elizabeth Perry. Elizabeth was murdered on memorial weekend. I have shared this story before, but for newbies, on the beginning of a memorial weekend I found a fighting seabees military jacket dated the year Elizabeth was murdered 1969.
I visited Golden Valley Humane Society where she used to work with her father, and laid my hand on a memorial plaque dedicated to her. While at the humane society, someone sent me a text about Saint Maria Gorretti getting stabbed to death (Elizabeth Perry was stabbed to death) and Maria Gorretti prayed for her killer as she bled to death, that she would be with him in Heaven. She appeared to him in jail and offered him a lily (flower that represents purity).
It converted his heart and he converted to Christianity, with a personal relationship with Maria Gorretti as well. He wrote many letters to the Pope that got Maria Gorretti canonized eventually as patron Saint of teenage girls and rape victims.
What are the odds someone sends me a text like that while I'm at the humane society where Ted Bundy's first victim worked with her Father. No one knew I was visiting a memorial plaque to someone who was murdered, and no one has ever sent me a text like that before.
With many coincidences like that, I have strong unshakeable conviction that the victims of Ted Bundy, especially want to help young men with serial killer tendencies, sociopathic tendencies. Their tender, sweet, unconditional love for me completely changed my heart from being a vicious violent sociopath, with a long violent criminal history, to being very meek, compassionate, gentle, and wanting others to be happy.
I used to be miserable all the time and wanted everyone else to feel my misery. Because of these girls/women, I felt true joy, peace, bliss, and sober euphoria even, and I want the whole world to be truly joyful, peaceful, blissful, sober, and euphoric.
If you struggle with dark, morbid, violent, sadistic tendencies, I can share with you what completely transformed and revolutionized my heart. Denise Naslund, George Hawkins, and the Capitol Hill Queens just want to hold you, mother you, nurture you.
( I called them Capitol Hill Queens for roughly two years before knowing there was a "Capitol Hill" in my state or that I would live near it. They even sometimes have a thousand red markers that look like dresses, in honor of women that were violently murdered, enshrined on Capitol Hill. What are the odds? The first marker I saw said "Rose Downwind." I used to pray to Rose Downwind in jail in Dakota county, before seeing that marker, and I told a native American inmate that.
He stopped walking and said, "Rose Downwind is my cousin". ) There is something far more than coincidence going on here.
(Sorry, if I sound like a broken record, but I just really want to help sadistic sociopaths, and the Capitol Hill Queens cured me almost entirely of it. Unfortunately Minneapolis Saint Paul Police are highly suspicious of my devotions and shrines to them, as well as Capitol Hill Security tend to stalk me )
What is your basis for believing that the spirits of the deceased still can influence us?
I cover or bold some of my posts so readers can get what I'm saying without reading the entire post
One definition for Hawkins means "Hawk Training", and while I was hauling stones to the shrine I built for her and planting flowers before a framed image of her, I saw a Hawk on a tree right in front of me and a Hawk flying above me.
Last Easter 04/04/21, I looked at an image of Georgann Hawkins and said "I'm going to buy my neighbor the car part he needs". It cost 179$ and I had a job remodeling. I told Hawkins, I'm giving the money to him , yes, but mainly, I'm giving the money to you." Then after I gave him the money, I realized his last name was Hawkins.
It was like, "Holy ****, I really did just give that money to Hawkins. Literally!"
In this video I graduated from my last chemical dependency center on her birthday and I sing her happy birthday at a Shrine I made for her where I planted flowers and lit candles and incense:
Here is another video at her shrine. Unfortunately police found it disturbing and concerning that I make shrines to murdered girls in the woods , and they confiscated them, interrogated me, and took pictures of the inside of my room, assuming I would be the next Ted Bundy apparently.
One of my big basis for believing these girls, their spirits, are really influencing me, is because I was praying to Denise Naslund for over a year before realizing I live in the city of her killer's first victim, Elizabeth Perry. Elizabeth was murdered on memorial weekend. I have shared this story before, but for newbies, on the beginning of a memorial weekend I found a fighting seabees military jacket dated the year Elizabeth was murdered 1969.
I visited Golden Valley Humane Society where she used to work with her father, and laid my hand on a memorial plaque dedicated to her. While at the humane society, someone sent me a text about Saint Maria Gorretti getting stabbed to death (Elizabeth Perry was stabbed to death) and Maria Gorretti prayed for her killer as she bled to death, that she would be with him in Heaven. She appeared to him in jail and offered him a lily (flower that represents purity).
It converted his heart and he converted to Christianity, with a personal relationship with Maria Gorretti as well. He wrote many letters to the Pope that got Maria Gorretti canonized eventually as patron Saint of teenage girls and rape victims.
What are the odds someone sends me a text like that while I'm at the humane society where Ted Bundy's first victim worked with her Father. No one knew I was visiting a memorial plaque to someone who was murdered, and no one has ever sent me a text like that before.
With many coincidences like that, I have strong unshakeable conviction that the victims of Ted Bundy, especially want to help young men with serial killer tendencies, sociopathic tendencies. Their tender, sweet, unconditional love for me completely changed my heart from being a vicious violent sociopath, with a long violent criminal history, to being very meek, compassionate, gentle, and wanting others to be happy.
I used to be miserable all the time and wanted everyone else to feel my misery. Because of these girls/women, I felt true joy, peace, bliss, and sober euphoria even, and I want the whole world to be truly joyful, peaceful, blissful, sober, and euphoric.
If you struggle with dark, morbid, violent, sadistic tendencies, I can share with you what completely transformed and revolutionized my heart. Denise Naslund, George Hawkins, and the Capitol Hill Queens just want to hold you, mother you, nurture you.
( I called them Capitol Hill Queens for roughly two years before knowing there was a "Capitol Hill" in my state or that I would live near it. They even sometimes have a thousand red markers that look like dresses, in honor of women that were violently murdered, enshrined on Capitol Hill. What are the odds? The first marker I saw said "Rose Downwind." I used to pray to Rose Downwind in jail in Dakota county, before seeing that marker, and I told a native American inmate that.
He stopped walking and said, "Rose Downwind is my cousin". ) There is something far more than coincidence going on here.
(Sorry, if I sound like a broken record, but I just really want to help sadistic sociopaths, and the Capitol Hill Queens cured me almost entirely of it. Unfortunately Minneapolis Saint Paul Police are highly suspicious of my devotions and shrines to them, as well as Capitol Hill Security tend to stalk me
)What is your basis for believing that the spirits of the deceased still can influence us?
