I am trying to cement my view of god and can't get my head around a personal and loving god that allows evil. If a god answers prayer, why is there such suffering of the innocent? If a god can answer prayer, why does it just not let the evil happen to begin with? Help!
Based on the Jewish teachings....
God doesn't really answer prayers "personally".
You can imagine that as a mechanism or a tool God provided humans.
You can choose to prayer or not.
It is interesting though, that it is today known that mantras actually work. you can "convince" your brain to be better at something simply by making it believe it is true.
The concept of prayer is no different.
It is also not a "Pray and wait" idea. The prayer is only a small part.
You need to do your best to fulfill the prayer.
Evil must exist. no matter if you look at it in a scientific POV or "spiritual".
Imagine a world where everything is amazing, everyone is happy... This cannot happen (at least not in our physical state).
As no one is really the same as the other, some will always interpret something as evil.
If no one was violent for example, the person who will shout once, will be considered evil
Putting that aside, God created "Evil" as it was asked by "Adam and Eve".
The only way to understand Good is through Bad.
You know the cliche...You probably heard million times.
Yin and Yang,
Good and Bad,
Black and White.
The mercy and the bravery...
We live in a relational universe, and something will always be "better" than something and "worse" than something in the same time