LisaG
New Member
I was not raised in a faith, but went to a CofE village school and even remember getting my first bible. My parents at the time were not religious at all and I was never christened. Flash forward to my teenage years I began researching different faiths as felt something was missing, I tried being wiccan, but that never really fit and then 5 years ago found Asatru, but it feels like a forced match. After much thinking I believe I fell into paganism as I grew up in the deep countryside, in the westcountry where traditional festivals still happen, harvest is celebrated, spring is celebrated, may pole dancing and lots of traditional ol' wives tales and folklore. I think perhaps I was trying to recreate the sense of belonging I had as a child, in adulthood.
I shall be honest, while I certainly believe in honouring your ancestors and those that came before you, I have gone through some very challenging times, and during those times find myself drawn toward God and Jesus, and then my brain swats them away with the words, "you're pagan." I think also, am tired of seeing such aggression from those around me who are against all other faiths, while I accept and am interesting in peoples faiths, I think I believe that the universe reveals itself to us differently.
Am not sure I am making much sense. I do feel drawn to Catholicism. My father converted and my step mum is catholic, but I feel like I have been judging christian faiths unfairly due to meeting some not so nice people. Two years ago I was stalked by a woman who was catholic and unfairly tainted the whole faith by her actions.
Also, part of me misses the community feel of a faith, and perhaps I sought that in paganism never quite found it, and it never felt right in my heart. I am a supporter of LGBT rights so I think perhaps I was swayed by the media in turning my back on Christianity..am not sure... guess am just on the long road looking for answers.
I shall be honest, while I certainly believe in honouring your ancestors and those that came before you, I have gone through some very challenging times, and during those times find myself drawn toward God and Jesus, and then my brain swats them away with the words, "you're pagan." I think also, am tired of seeing such aggression from those around me who are against all other faiths, while I accept and am interesting in peoples faiths, I think I believe that the universe reveals itself to us differently.
Am not sure I am making much sense. I do feel drawn to Catholicism. My father converted and my step mum is catholic, but I feel like I have been judging christian faiths unfairly due to meeting some not so nice people. Two years ago I was stalked by a woman who was catholic and unfairly tainted the whole faith by her actions.
Also, part of me misses the community feel of a faith, and perhaps I sought that in paganism never quite found it, and it never felt right in my heart. I am a supporter of LGBT rights so I think perhaps I was swayed by the media in turning my back on Christianity..am not sure... guess am just on the long road looking for answers.