trablano
Member
Hello,
originally I am a christian and I have been a member of the church (lutheran) and a believer in Jesus Christ for 11 years now. I did not always find religion easy but more or less went along with everything except for the doctrine of eternal punishment which is something I find appalling and deplorable.
But otherwise I remained a rather ordinary christian. Things changed 2013 when I got rid of a bad illness and spend time wandering through nature and trying to find back my first girlfriend. In this time I also started to baptize animals and try to give blessings to other people. I had really curious experiences back then, for example after I had baptized a stable of cows the next time I got there they had thoroughly changed, one cow becoming totally muscular, the others looking much finer in stature and looks. When I came back another year the farmer had a huge new stable and the old animals were gone.
2013 was a real Jesus spring for me. There was a wonderful calm and sweet athmosphere in the air, the sun was shining warmly and calmly, without the hot burning that usually comes with sunshine. I wandered through the nights and saw wonderful clouds in the sky. I had visions of life on this planet changing much with the coming years and becoming again a time of peace and understanding.
2016 I started to have visions of Zeus and Odin. They were not difficult visions, more easy things like small images and sometimes a dream. For example in the morning I would wake up seeing many runes in the air and they all attached to me and it was Odin who had given them to me for protection. Again, since then some problems I had were getting solved.
But now it's 2017 and I am starting to get religious issues. Have I lost Jesus when I started to pray to Zeus or Odin? Is it a sin to have more than one god? I also sought out whether Yahweh would have had a wife, and whether Jesus may have had a girlfriend in Maria Magdalene. Although I live a rather asexual life I find it hard to imagine that Jesus would have foregone on searching a mate. I know how much calmer and more at peace romantic love can make you.
So please if you have an idea how I can reconcile such experiences with scripture and reason, please tell me. I would also like to know if you think telepathy exists, because I had strange experiences with that too.
God bless you and have a good day!
originally I am a christian and I have been a member of the church (lutheran) and a believer in Jesus Christ for 11 years now. I did not always find religion easy but more or less went along with everything except for the doctrine of eternal punishment which is something I find appalling and deplorable.
But otherwise I remained a rather ordinary christian. Things changed 2013 when I got rid of a bad illness and spend time wandering through nature and trying to find back my first girlfriend. In this time I also started to baptize animals and try to give blessings to other people. I had really curious experiences back then, for example after I had baptized a stable of cows the next time I got there they had thoroughly changed, one cow becoming totally muscular, the others looking much finer in stature and looks. When I came back another year the farmer had a huge new stable and the old animals were gone.
2013 was a real Jesus spring for me. There was a wonderful calm and sweet athmosphere in the air, the sun was shining warmly and calmly, without the hot burning that usually comes with sunshine. I wandered through the nights and saw wonderful clouds in the sky. I had visions of life on this planet changing much with the coming years and becoming again a time of peace and understanding.
2016 I started to have visions of Zeus and Odin. They were not difficult visions, more easy things like small images and sometimes a dream. For example in the morning I would wake up seeing many runes in the air and they all attached to me and it was Odin who had given them to me for protection. Again, since then some problems I had were getting solved.
But now it's 2017 and I am starting to get religious issues. Have I lost Jesus when I started to pray to Zeus or Odin? Is it a sin to have more than one god? I also sought out whether Yahweh would have had a wife, and whether Jesus may have had a girlfriend in Maria Magdalene. Although I live a rather asexual life I find it hard to imagine that Jesus would have foregone on searching a mate. I know how much calmer and more at peace romantic love can make you.
So please if you have an idea how I can reconcile such experiences with scripture and reason, please tell me. I would also like to know if you think telepathy exists, because I had strange experiences with that too.
God bless you and have a good day!