PoetPhilosopher
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Just tracking my spiritual progress.
I wrote this May 14 2019:
AT-AT's journal
I wrote this May 7 2020:
My biggest spiritual experience this year
I wrote this today, July 14 2021:
Kashmir Shaivism
I'm excited to see where I go next!
Thanks for being a part of this journey!
I wrote this May 14 2019:
I've been thinking more about whether to embrace atheism or Christianity. Not a fan of trying to be agnostic. I think I fit best labelling myself a "progressionist Christian" - something which some strong conservative Christians label a wolf in sheep's clothing.
AT-AT's journal
I wrote this May 7 2020:
This morning I was doing some prayer. The usual stuff, praying to Vishnu and Krishna. I feel close with those two. I never really understood about worshipping a few of them, like Shiva the Destroyer. I asked Vishnu and Krishna whether a Yin & Yang approach to life and my own nature are better, or whether it was better to focus on the light. The answer I got was that rather than pray to or work with dark powers, that you can do better, and that Shiva will answer your calls when needing him for some sort of lower self righteous justice. Then I had a visual image of darkness representing depression and persecution, and it surrounding me, then me, in a third person visual image, praying to Shiva, and that darkness being wiped out.
So there's that. Not sure how accurate any of this is, but it's my experience.
My biggest spiritual experience this year
I wrote this today, July 14 2021:
I've decided to drop the title "New Age Hindu" for myself and decided to be more specific and describe myself as subscribing to the esoteric school of thought of Kashmir Shaivism but with some Left Hand Path ideas / a bit of a Left Hand Path inclination:
Kashmir Shaivism - Wikipedia
None of my beliefs have actually changed. I feel I no longer have to use the term New Age either. Because Kashmir Shaivism covers all my New Age-y beliefs on Consciousness and reality as part of its philosophies. I wasn't expecting it this soon, but I feel I have achieved a level of enlightenment via great meditation and some hard work resulting in the recognition of Shiva's existence in my soul.
My beloved Lord Shiva, I dedicate these songs to you, for opening my eyes to unity from indifference:
(snip)
Kashmir Shaivism
I'm excited to see where I go next!
Thanks for being a part of this journey!
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