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My schizophrenia book!

Discussion in 'Literature' started by robocop (actually), Jul 24, 2019.

  1. robocop (actually)

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    After reading Eddi's book, I shared more than half of his symptoms, so I recognized my schizophrenia and wrote a book about it!

    I have had a great many severe schizophrenic experiences over 20 years. It’s interesting because I’m smart which goes along with it, I remember them well when you are supposed to remember them, and it’s like having more than two brains because you’ve got your consciousness, your made up one, and the union of the two.

    This book marks a compact description of such experiences that I believe any audience can enjoy. However schizophrenia is decidedly an adult thing for me.

    My brother wrote: “Irreplaceable! The world continues moving into an era of improved understanding of what causes others to think, feel and act differently than ourselves. Eric’s latest book is an unchartered self-perspective on living with mental illness. This eye-opening life synopsis puts yourself into Eric’s shoes to experience real stories of how schizophrenia impacted him and those around him”- Ryan Eliason, Senior Actuarial Manager.

    Many people have called it very interesting.

    ebook:

    https:/www.amazon.com/dp/Bo7VBBYK31

    https://store.bookbaby.com/book/Oozing-with-Oodles-of-Positive-Schizophrenia1

    Oozing with Oodles of Positive Schizophrenia|NOOK Book

    Print:

    https://store.bookbaby.com/book/Oozing-with-Oodles-of-Positive-Schizophrenia

    and more.
     
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    Better known here as religious forums in one cranium
     
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    I chatted with David T. I believe it's amazing that someone as smart as me could think they were really schizophrenic for so long when all it takes is recognition to overcome the schizophrenia itself (but I still have it as well as many other symptoms like paranoia and anxiety). And yes, I believe people can have schizophrenia in masse or at least mass misperception. And yes, I believe the brain fights you partly because you will be taken care of.
     
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    You can have all the schizophrenia symptoms and still not be schizophrenic
     
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    Yes but I was a sucker for 20 years and when you're smart your schizophrenia is smart against you too.
     
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    The new extended edition has almost 50% more content and symptoms of the original printed version. It weaves together what was going on in my brain better and really gets you wondering what happened. You see that delusions precede hallucinations and why it keeps going. It puts flesh on what clinical litmus tests use to see more detail. It includes family testimony.

    www.allmynoodles.com/four
     
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    The concluded edition has over double the amount as the original, with the more interesting half of it starred. I am still proofing it but will keep you informed.

    Here is a free two pages!:


    These are mostly at unknown times, some just not moved for convenience, and they are out of order.

    *There were two completely different Books of Mormon, I once thought.

    *One time I saw Calculus measurements on everything and thought it had happened when I was young, before I could even remember anything else and perhaps somehow before birth.

    *Hearing numbers, times and dates to do things and then they’d change was so annoying, even if they stayed true. I would receive or lose points and statements would change; also annoying.

    *Every year I had to feel very faint, which I can’t talk about more. I felt I was an Aztec king.

    *I would always hear words out of sound effects, voices talking through paintings back and forth and lip-reading on mute TV. Sometimes there were object-sized but huge intergalactic civilizations that just went out to tell me something. In a Hobbit™ movie, they had sound effects that you would have to unwind the right way to get the right message.

    *I would hear voices in my hair in the hospital, which was a Raϵlian thing. They also mentioned it in a Korn song about politics.

    *A website on thought control would poke my body all over.

    *A challenge to deny the Holy Ghost saw angels visiting me and things coming in and out.

    *I often thought I was on the Truman Show™.

    *I would often have loose reasons. For years I thought I had no foundation.

    *With selective attention, either I see something undeniable but my brain forgets or it’s barely possible. My brain has kept the illness this way until recently.

    *Dreaming and imagining, I would often observe something when my eyes were closed that wasn’t true to try to mess me up. It rarely worked but it caused a lot of freaking out. Whenever I heard things, either there was, “absolute proof,” but I couldn’t remember them or there was, “probably proof,” but I could find a lackluster way out.

    Some things I could barely remember and was unsure how to apply.

    *My voices were very clever! Sometimes I heard words I did not know the meaning of.

    *My voices made me forget many things!

    *When my eyes weren’t open, I would observe things to mess me up. Things were set that weren’t.

    *As for eyes being closed, sometimes I viewed prayer as finding your secret spot to fight against everything else and that it had nothing to do with a real God but was just an exercise people ‘evolved’ to learn.

    *Wondering about things at a deeper level made it so that I couldn’t recognize schizophrenia at the normal level.

    *Sometimes I had temporary memory lapses.

    *People like my parents and clergy would sometimes say things to change my state. People could say things that I didn’t remember telling anyone.

    *It sometimes just seemed that whether I was looking mentally or physically, everything was just one continuous linear sequence.

    Some thought broadcasting was very elaborate so I just assumed it worked in a very complex way, like saying “Yahweh” instead of “Yahoo!” in Bruce Almighty when he checked his email of prayers. “Yahweh” had sound spaces in it to reverence it.

    I thought guitar music generally carried people through life but if exact could bring you to the brink of the Universe.

    One time I thought of having land on an earthquake fault because I was king. My dad asked me if I had it though I didn’t remember telling anyone. Often people would inquire about thoughts I had no memory of divulging.

    *There were basketball games where, whenever the crowd yelled out, “***-ball” prophet,” the team would always make the basket without exception.

    *Inventions like a spoon would block freedom because they were unmalleable and would enable things to only move at certain angles.

    *There was a devotional at BYU by a Jew from a nice University. He said science and religion are appropriate half the time. He looked like Brigham Young in a quick hallucination. It was bloody hot and I got out before the end because it was so hot.

    I would barely see Jewish things until I noticed, like a way to establish myself as king or Hebrew letters in the air.

    *Sometimes my mind would thin out and there was not much thought of audible kind.

    A lot of people were careful how they talked around me. My Dad said, “A lot of people care about you,” and I thought I was a celebrity.

    *Raϵlians think time and space are infinite and everything is cyclic, but before then I thought occurrence of words necessitated repeating events that many times. For instance, for every minted quarter there would be another George Washington and when someone typed www it would mean another George Bush. I never got around to fixing the problem though.

    *Sometimes I thought people were dying all around me which was being hidden from me.

    *During a chess game, I got telepathy that my opponent was comfortable if the S&P 500 went to 600.

    www.allmynoodles.com/four
     
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    At long last, my final version is coming out. I waited 1 year since the original book for memories to trickle in. The more interesting half is starred. It is quite clear and detailed, but also compact, unapologetic, and free for you to draw your own conclusions.

    The link has at least one more endorsement (non-familial), a sample that covers some specifics in general detail, and I have a blog where I just keep adding stuff I've added since.
     
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