PoetPhilosopher
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I've had a lot on my mind lately. I'm an enigma even to myself. I've been thinking about what I consider the best romantic relationship I ever had. It was with a witch (the kind that has to do with religion - not using a derogatory term here) and she taught me a lot about life and was very relaxed. I've also been thinking about how I kind of always feel I don't really fit into RF, same old story, and sometimes honestly the variety of topics you see discussed in a day kind of mixes me up. Yet if I leave for 5 months, 6 months... I miss the place. Sometimes I think not many understand me unless they kind of do it from afar and I don't know about it. But I guess if what I said about me being an enigma even to myself is true, it's not reasonable to expect others to understand either.
I'll try to describe myself best I can though... I'm a trans feminine personality with a style taste like Billie Eilish though I can't really dress up much because of an ultraconservative family which I grew up with, I dream about Japan sometimes and the people I respect most in life are computer programmers. Spiritually I remind myself of Rey's journey in the latest Star Wars trilogy where she heard rumblings and it was the Force and she had to find herself and figure things out. I don't really consider myself to post for myself so much as just in case others enjoy it. When people tell me to do things, I often weigh whether I should based on my respect for them which is based on what they've accomplished and sacrificed in life. Unless I just have to do something, then I just kind of grumble and do it. My favorite form of humor is the simple, dry, degenerate, not quite dark, kind. Like someone posts a YouTube video that's a little dark and I say "This is why we can't have nice things." That's my brand of humor. I don't consider myself a feminist despite being pro-female, anti toxic masculinity, and being recognized on online tests as a feminist. But I do really like the right feminists including a lot of witches. I tend to get along with programmers but not the kind that act like algebra teachers. I sometimes get criticized by fellow Americans for not having enormous amounts of pride in my country. Sometimes I come off a bit like a diva but it's kind of just me getting my word in.
I'll try to describe myself best I can though... I'm a trans feminine personality with a style taste like Billie Eilish though I can't really dress up much because of an ultraconservative family which I grew up with, I dream about Japan sometimes and the people I respect most in life are computer programmers. Spiritually I remind myself of Rey's journey in the latest Star Wars trilogy where she heard rumblings and it was the Force and she had to find herself and figure things out. I don't really consider myself to post for myself so much as just in case others enjoy it. When people tell me to do things, I often weigh whether I should based on my respect for them which is based on what they've accomplished and sacrificed in life. Unless I just have to do something, then I just kind of grumble and do it. My favorite form of humor is the simple, dry, degenerate, not quite dark, kind. Like someone posts a YouTube video that's a little dark and I say "This is why we can't have nice things." That's my brand of humor. I don't consider myself a feminist despite being pro-female, anti toxic masculinity, and being recognized on online tests as a feminist. But I do really like the right feminists including a lot of witches. I tend to get along with programmers but not the kind that act like algebra teachers. I sometimes get criticized by fellow Americans for not having enormous amounts of pride in my country. Sometimes I come off a bit like a diva but it's kind of just me getting my word in.