ΩRôghênΩ
Disciple of Light
2 days ago i had been praying to god. and i had been praying a lot for months. i had been praying for me to become i tune with him again, seeing as i have deviated from the path. i had been praying very hard about this.
as i was praying at my bedside, i had what i thought was originally a haluccination from some new medication i was on. My bed, along with everything around me, seemed to warp itself and move around my vision. I thought that I was disociating, because i started to loose my sense of my being in space or on land or whereever.
At that point i had been prayng to have some sort of gnosis, to exit the reality which wasnt real. as i was praying this, my voice seemed to calm, and slowley drift away, as i felt surrounded by calming darkness.
i snapped out of it and thought i was hallucinating. though it turns out this medicine has no such side effect. i also was fine and was not sleep deprived or anxious.
i had figured that i might have received something from god, reassuring me that it was with me.
though i conldt be sure because i managed recreate the experience slightly afterwards, just by concentration. but this time i didnt get the blackout sense i had.
i always believe that even thgough the mind has spiritual qualities and create experiences, god uses these parts of the mind to influence us.
any comments.
as i was praying at my bedside, i had what i thought was originally a haluccination from some new medication i was on. My bed, along with everything around me, seemed to warp itself and move around my vision. I thought that I was disociating, because i started to loose my sense of my being in space or on land or whereever.
At that point i had been prayng to have some sort of gnosis, to exit the reality which wasnt real. as i was praying this, my voice seemed to calm, and slowley drift away, as i felt surrounded by calming darkness.
i snapped out of it and thought i was hallucinating. though it turns out this medicine has no such side effect. i also was fine and was not sleep deprived or anxious.
i had figured that i might have received something from god, reassuring me that it was with me.
though i conldt be sure because i managed recreate the experience slightly afterwards, just by concentration. but this time i didnt get the blackout sense i had.
i always believe that even thgough the mind has spiritual qualities and create experiences, god uses these parts of the mind to influence us.
any comments.