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I am either a former Satanist or maybe just a dormant Satanic machine beast. Pray I don't wake up.
When I first dove into Satanism I was drawn to both the Satanic Bible and Carducci's 'Hymn To Satan' ( parts of which I still plan on having on my tombstone ). My Satanic upbringing was with the LaVeyans, I give them due credit and respect. Early on I had problems with them as I never cared for the distinction between so called "atheist' or 'theist' adjectives conjoined with Satanism. To me, and for me, Satanism is just Satanism. I'm a simple animal, complex semantic bulls*** often irritates me even when I see a need to expound upon things.
Years ago I fell out of the circle, so to speak. Life got to be very gripping and still so sick of the petty and even often deemed necessary squabbles in the LHP. I always viewed Satanism as a pack mentality and not a mass consumerist 'nationalistic' thing. Wolf pack A does not have to be friends with wolf pack D. So it is no big deal really. Even if I choose to no longer associate with Satanists or call my self one, it is no loss to any one.
I have recently felt this tiny tingle to get back. A little beast tugs at me even now. I do not know if I can or will. I am not up on the recent scores, game plays, team names, etc. and really do not care. I still admire Satanism and really all that is the LHP. I do not hate on LaVey, Vera, or Aquino. They have all helped me before. I secretly love them all.
I see my 'spirit animal' as a brown recluse spider, lol sorry for that. I'm going to hang out over in my little corner and see what comes along. I am also sorry if I had posted a couple times here with out letting any one know of my past. This is a DIR and that is a plus. And I may still be a Satanist.
Thanks for letting me vent a little. I may come back to my senses soon.
When I first dove into Satanism I was drawn to both the Satanic Bible and Carducci's 'Hymn To Satan' ( parts of which I still plan on having on my tombstone ). My Satanic upbringing was with the LaVeyans, I give them due credit and respect. Early on I had problems with them as I never cared for the distinction between so called "atheist' or 'theist' adjectives conjoined with Satanism. To me, and for me, Satanism is just Satanism. I'm a simple animal, complex semantic bulls*** often irritates me even when I see a need to expound upon things.
Years ago I fell out of the circle, so to speak. Life got to be very gripping and still so sick of the petty and even often deemed necessary squabbles in the LHP. I always viewed Satanism as a pack mentality and not a mass consumerist 'nationalistic' thing. Wolf pack A does not have to be friends with wolf pack D. So it is no big deal really. Even if I choose to no longer associate with Satanists or call my self one, it is no loss to any one.
I have recently felt this tiny tingle to get back. A little beast tugs at me even now. I do not know if I can or will. I am not up on the recent scores, game plays, team names, etc. and really do not care. I still admire Satanism and really all that is the LHP. I do not hate on LaVey, Vera, or Aquino. They have all helped me before. I secretly love them all.
I see my 'spirit animal' as a brown recluse spider, lol sorry for that. I'm going to hang out over in my little corner and see what comes along. I am also sorry if I had posted a couple times here with out letting any one know of my past. This is a DIR and that is a plus. And I may still be a Satanist.
Thanks for letting me vent a little. I may come back to my senses soon.