The Emperor of Mankind
Currently the galaxy's spookiest paraplegic
Having given it much thought and study I make the choice (may Ahura bless me) to convert to Zoroastrianism.
Even as I have mentally announced the declaration I have felt as though a weight has lifted from me. I refuse to be a prisoner of Regressive Mind any more! I refuse to merely sit by and wait for my inner darkness to consume as it has in the past! I seek now the best help from the Best Helper!
I will not be a vessel of Druj but rather a beacon of light; I will cultivate Good Thoughts, Good Words and Good Deeds that I may spread them to others and thus help in the fight against Ahriman. May the Wise Lord amplify the Righteousness and Serenity I cultivate in myself.
This has not come lightly, nor is it born of impulse. I have felt Ahura Mazda's call multiple times and rejected it; attempting to forestall my choice or procrastinate in making it. I can no longer be honest with myself and continue to deny the calling of my heart. I also cannot honestly disavow the gods I have come to know as false. They exist; to say otherwise would be deceiving myself. When I say I stand against 'false gods' I refer to gods who seek to bring harm to this creation; who seek to monopolise power for its own sake and who seem to have little to no regard for those creatures beneath them - particularly if those creatures do not worship them; who spread fear, misery and nihilism in the name of spreading love and peace; who use fear as a means of controlling people and scaring them to believing that they are not worthy of love or salvation. I.e. gods who are unworthy of being worshipped.
I am not a monotheist. I am a henotheist - one who worships a single god but does not deny the existence of others. In other words: for me, The Wise Lord is not the only god. Rather, he is the god most worthy of my worship! So I give it to him of my own free will.
The Gathas make sense to me; the core concepts make sense, the description of Ahura makes sense.
I'm still fascinated by the Olympians and the other gods. I still respect those of them I do worship. But I need to step away from them just now.
Even as I have mentally announced the declaration I have felt as though a weight has lifted from me. I refuse to be a prisoner of Regressive Mind any more! I refuse to merely sit by and wait for my inner darkness to consume as it has in the past! I seek now the best help from the Best Helper!
I will not be a vessel of Druj but rather a beacon of light; I will cultivate Good Thoughts, Good Words and Good Deeds that I may spread them to others and thus help in the fight against Ahriman. May the Wise Lord amplify the Righteousness and Serenity I cultivate in myself.
This has not come lightly, nor is it born of impulse. I have felt Ahura Mazda's call multiple times and rejected it; attempting to forestall my choice or procrastinate in making it. I can no longer be honest with myself and continue to deny the calling of my heart. I also cannot honestly disavow the gods I have come to know as false. They exist; to say otherwise would be deceiving myself. When I say I stand against 'false gods' I refer to gods who seek to bring harm to this creation; who seek to monopolise power for its own sake and who seem to have little to no regard for those creatures beneath them - particularly if those creatures do not worship them; who spread fear, misery and nihilism in the name of spreading love and peace; who use fear as a means of controlling people and scaring them to believing that they are not worthy of love or salvation. I.e. gods who are unworthy of being worshipped.
I am not a monotheist. I am a henotheist - one who worships a single god but does not deny the existence of others. In other words: for me, The Wise Lord is not the only god. Rather, he is the god most worthy of my worship! So I give it to him of my own free will.
The Gathas make sense to me; the core concepts make sense, the description of Ahura makes sense.
I'm still fascinated by the Olympians and the other gods. I still respect those of them I do worship. But I need to step away from them just now.