Fireside_Hindu
Jai Lakshmi Maa
Ever since returning from my two month trip to India last year, I have felt the ever growing need to return. I've started to feel a bit like Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz. I started to think, how did she live the rest of her life, content in Kansas, knowing that a place like Oz existed and that so many other amazing worlds possibly existed too? How did she go back to black and white after a life in full color?
I feel ridiculous that I can't just be content and grateful for having had the experience - an experience that most of the world doesn't get to have at all. Why this constant itch to go back? And it's not just for a visit either. I've been wrestling with thoughts of trying to find a way to stay in India for semi-long term (at least a year). For many reasons that's not possible right now, and may never be possible. So how do I scratch that itch? How do I know if this feeling will pass or if I'll constantly be wishing I could "go back to Oz" only to feel unfulfilled when I can't? For those with serious wanderlust like me, how to do satisfy that urge when you aren't in a position to actually travel?
I feel ridiculous that I can't just be content and grateful for having had the experience - an experience that most of the world doesn't get to have at all. Why this constant itch to go back? And it's not just for a visit either. I've been wrestling with thoughts of trying to find a way to stay in India for semi-long term (at least a year). For many reasons that's not possible right now, and may never be possible. So how do I scratch that itch? How do I know if this feeling will pass or if I'll constantly be wishing I could "go back to Oz" only to feel unfulfilled when I can't? For those with serious wanderlust like me, how to do satisfy that urge when you aren't in a position to actually travel?