Spirit of Light
Be who ever you want
So for some time been away from everything just to see if it was possible to find the answer to " who am I"
The answer i found was "leave all the past negative behind you" so i did.
I moved, found new place to shop, new places to walk in afternoon. Took time to see who i am.
And as the advice said. I left all negativity in the past. ( its still there in the past somewhere)
But the focus is not on my self as a person anymore. Life is not about me as Amanaki anymore. Life is about what I do to be happy or what to do when I feel sad, angry or frustration. And in my litte search, the answer always come back as " it is not the personal anger, Sadness or frustration. It is the situation that lead up to those emotions arise that is the problem.
Am i free from them now? Nope i just deal with them better.
So i will be a bit online again.
The answer i found was "leave all the past negative behind you" so i did.
I moved, found new place to shop, new places to walk in afternoon. Took time to see who i am.
And as the advice said. I left all negativity in the past. ( its still there in the past somewhere)
But the focus is not on my self as a person anymore. Life is not about me as Amanaki anymore. Life is about what I do to be happy or what to do when I feel sad, angry or frustration. And in my litte search, the answer always come back as " it is not the personal anger, Sadness or frustration. It is the situation that lead up to those emotions arise that is the problem.
Am i free from them now? Nope i just deal with them better.
So i will be a bit online again.