PoetPhilosopher
Veteran Member
I think this forum has helped me develop further some of my ideas, and helped comfort me through some hard times. I still have some things to work on, especially improving my writing skills. But, I feel ready to move on after paying another several week visit. I just head to most serious threads these days, asserting little, and kind of piling on which side makes sense to me. I think in such a scenario, I can spread my wings further by just moving on. I need to go where I am the missing puzzle piece. Or where they are my missing rest of the puzzle. Where that is, I don't know. But some ideas on here... just show that maybe, this site isn't quite ready for me, or I'm not built for it. I don't like the average, the every day, the doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results... I need challenges beyond the greatest challenges this forum can possibly give me in any way, shape, or form or any circumstance at all, and I need to spend my time doing that, to be truly happy, I think. I'm a very different breed.
At least I proved to myself, that I can really, truly leave for a bit, and pull myself away, already.
I appreciate my conversations with many members, short or long, including @Sunstone , @sun rise , @Revoltingest , @ChristineM , and many others.
And, I really do think I'm kind of mature enough now to go when I say I am going to, and just post if it's important, like if anyone PMs me saying "You used to talk to X and they're not around any more - do you still have their contact info?"
At least I proved to myself, that I can really, truly leave for a bit, and pull myself away, already.
I appreciate my conversations with many members, short or long, including @Sunstone , @sun rise , @Revoltingest , @ChristineM , and many others.
And, I really do think I'm kind of mature enough now to go when I say I am going to, and just post if it's important, like if anyone PMs me saying "You used to talk to X and they're not around any more - do you still have their contact info?"