imaginaryme
Active Member
In August of 2005, I had a "vision from god," leading to withdrawal, unemployment, misdirection, and a downward spiral building something of a religious concept around an out-of-control obsession of Gwyneth Paltrow... stranger than fiction, no doubt.
I love Gwyneth, but whatever I was constructing from that love has quite literally been rent from my soul. It is too soon to map out the particulars, but I now feel the journey through the mind has been something like a viral construction intended to seek out all previous religious concepts, so that when the "Gwynnie thing" was pulled out of me Saturday, all other theology came out as well.
For instance, I have nothing at all of Christianity. Bible went in the trash can, it is a nonsense and dangerous religion for which I have no sympathy, and its practitioners should get their heads out of the clouds and their feet planted on the ground. So much for my "kinder, gentler philosophy."
Prophet is merely a label, and not a good one at that. I am an anarchist, as a label and a theme, but whatever was in my head now is pointing to the ground, and it is time to get physical. I am intending a move to Vancouver in May, getting a job, getting a life; and leaving the dreams to the dreamers.
And when I get there and settle in, I shall become a magician. Working title only... I assume the "Daughter of God" is Mother Earth, and that the "animus of serpent" is some form of "Earth Magic;" but I'm not quite sure I'm to be a sort of shaman. I am quite sure it involves getting my hands dirty in a land where there is trees in a country of which being a resident is not a stain on my soul; and where the mathematics in my conception and the spirit in the earth combine to form a science of actual reality.
From numerology to Gaia to science and engineering. Finding a way to bring down the Roman Catholic Church in the process is just an added bonus. The time for tolerance is over, the age of segregation is past. It is time for the "Sons of God" (humanity) and the "Daughter of God" (earth) to combine on the path to becoming god. The past is an illusion, there is only now.
I love Gwyneth, but whatever I was constructing from that love has quite literally been rent from my soul. It is too soon to map out the particulars, but I now feel the journey through the mind has been something like a viral construction intended to seek out all previous religious concepts, so that when the "Gwynnie thing" was pulled out of me Saturday, all other theology came out as well.
For instance, I have nothing at all of Christianity. Bible went in the trash can, it is a nonsense and dangerous religion for which I have no sympathy, and its practitioners should get their heads out of the clouds and their feet planted on the ground. So much for my "kinder, gentler philosophy."
Prophet is merely a label, and not a good one at that. I am an anarchist, as a label and a theme, but whatever was in my head now is pointing to the ground, and it is time to get physical. I am intending a move to Vancouver in May, getting a job, getting a life; and leaving the dreams to the dreamers.
And when I get there and settle in, I shall become a magician. Working title only... I assume the "Daughter of God" is Mother Earth, and that the "animus of serpent" is some form of "Earth Magic;" but I'm not quite sure I'm to be a sort of shaman. I am quite sure it involves getting my hands dirty in a land where there is trees in a country of which being a resident is not a stain on my soul; and where the mathematics in my conception and the spirit in the earth combine to form a science of actual reality.
From numerology to Gaia to science and engineering. Finding a way to bring down the Roman Catholic Church in the process is just an added bonus. The time for tolerance is over, the age of segregation is past. It is time for the "Sons of God" (humanity) and the "Daughter of God" (earth) to combine on the path to becoming god. The past is an illusion, there is only now.