Aha .. thanks, I understand. You were already much older when this happened.
I must have been around 16-17 at the time.
First 2 years of high school I was in public school. They didn't have the direction I wanted to follow (science and IT) so I had to switch schools. I didn't really want to go to a catholic school, but the only other option was 40 minutes further away by bus.
So I entered 3rd year in that school and there, I had my first real exposure to religion and religious classes. At that point, I had never held a bible or even entered a church, except as a tourist on city trips visiting a cathedral or alike.
It was all new so I let it run over me a bit. By the time I hit 5th year of highschool, I started asking myself questions. The biggest being "
I wonder what else this book says...". I had heared vague stories about the flood and the exodus and was curious. I remember going through those stories and asking myself "
seriously, are there really people that believe all this stuff??? Huh?!?!".
Strange though in this age that they still don't have the guts to discuss all Bible topics, because of inconvenience
I'm guessing that my general attitude and the way I phrased the questions, didn't really help though. As I said, he pretty much instantly knew where I was going, so he probably understood that even only trying to "defend" it would end in a serious humiliation of losing the argument. 16-year olds can be real brutal and I was no different. Because indeed... what the heck can you say in defense of the practice of slavery or the "keeping to yourself" of virgin girls when going on infantacidal killing sprees? There is no context in which such things are okay, ever.
Another option is that he literally was instructed by the "catholic mangement" to stay away from such topics - which wouldn't surprise me either. This was in the early to mid 90s, a period where the catholic church was desperatly trying to stay relevant.
Why is this you think (that they are unwilling to discuss certain verses)? Can't be just that it makes the Bible "primitive, barbaric and evil" I think.
I briefly touched on it already...
I see several options:
- he knew it wasn't going to end well and didn't want to discuss it in front of the rest of the class
- he was instructed to stay clear from it
- or maybe it was innocent and he really was just trying to stick purely to the lesson plan. I consider this improbable, because it wouldn't explain the animosity between us that followed after those incidents. There was a very clear change in our relation after that. Before that, we got along quite fine. Afterwards, he became a bit cold and distant towards me. And I know for a fact he badmouthed me during teacher meetings. I had a mole there
. A guy I knew from the tennis club and with whom I regurarly sparred also was a teacher at that school. The religion teacher didn't know that. lol.
IMO: Their major problem is "They believe that to admit this reality (these thoughts) might grant them a ticket into Hell, front row"
When it comes to guys like that... teachers, but also pastors and alike, who do their outmost best to avoid such topics... I believe they either simply know the entire thing is bullcrap, but it just happens to be their job. Or, they believe it and support it, but are ashamed to admit it as it conflicts with their inner moral self - or with the overall values and morals of the society they live in / teach at.