Okay, what I mean is that, without faith in Christ and repentance, baptism has no meaning. That's why, as you know, we say that proxy baptisms for the dead are only considered legitimate in God's eyes if the deceased accepts the ordinance. If, however, a person is baptized as a Catholic when still an infant, the Catholic Church's belief is that he is forever more a Catholic -- in the eyes of the Church and in the eyes of God, even if he should categorically reject the Church later on and even ask that his name be removed from the Church's records. God may know this individual's heart and may know that the he has no wish to be considered Catholic, but the baptism (according to the Catholic Church) effectively locks the person into Catholicism forever. That's why I say that such a baptism would trump the person's freedom to choose as well as God's will.