How did you eliminate the possibility that you're simply having a conversation with yourself?
I don't think it is possible for a person to prod themselves as Madaba prods me
And I most certainly don't have any kind of multiple identity disorder, the psychiatrists would have diagnosed me with that rather than as Schizophrenia if I'd had a multiple identity disorder, or something like that
And I have been nothing but honest with the psychiatrists
They could have diagnosed me with that, but they didn't
Which would mean it is either what I say it is, or some kind of hallucination rather than some splinter personality which is what I believe your question is hinting at
Sure, it is possible that I am conversing with myself
But lots of things are possible and being possible does not mean being probable
Also, before he started prodding me when I was writing (I wrote mad flows of consciousness) I would sometimes feel a lovely warm glowing sensation on the left of my head
I initially thought this was activity in a certain part of my brain
I now know that it was Madaba indicating that he was pleased with whatever I was doing
And finally, it just feels as though it is another intelligence
I have an overwhelming intuitive sense that it is not me
It has all the signs of being an independent intelligence and it feels that way too
It feels authentic and as though he knows things that I don't know
Also, it is clear that it has a mind of its own
And with its help I have built up a picture of the world that I could never have imagined myself
The entire relationship, the entire phenomenon has all the hallmarks of it being an independent consciousness
But you believe whatever you want to believe
Also, with multiple personality disorders isn't only one personality active at a time? With me I am fully myself whenever I communicate with Madaba, we are both active at the same time and don't people with multiple identity disorders only have one at a time as opposed to two at a time??????? Like, they take it in turns, rather than being active all at once?????