Everyone in RF has their own understanding of the teaching or path you are on, but how did you get to the current understanding you holding now? Has the answer changed a lot over the years?
How do you react when discovering new wisdom that send you in the right direction toward the "goal" in your path?
I first rebelled against the teachings of the church I was raised in, and then after seeking the truth in other denominations, I realized that almost all the churches of Christendom taught the same core beliefs under a different label....what was the point of calling themselves by different names when they basically followed the same beliefs, just with different details?
I launched into a search for God in other spiritual paths like Buddhism and Eastern religions but was repelled by the idolatry, and rituals that seemed mindless.....surely an intelligent God would not require such repetition.
I believe that an intelligent God would promote something that appeals to both heart and intellect. In any case it all repulsed me.
I tried eliminating God altogether by studying evolution.....but God and his marvelous designs kept getting in the way. I was about to give up on God when I suffered the sudden and devastating loss of my father at just 52 years of age.
I needed to know where he was, and whether he was happy or as miserable as we were? It seemed as if a huge hole had opened up and swallowed him. That was when God found me. I answered a knock on my door that changed my life. I was angry with God over the death of my father, and wondered why he takes good people to leave their families in such grief? They answered all my questions.
After my encounter with Jehovah’s Witnesses, I finally found a people who actually practice what they preach. They knew their Bible well, and all my questions were answered without any blind credulity required. I already knew in my heart that the Bible was from God, and they confirmed for me that it is accurate and it’s contents and teachings are reliable. I finally knew that my father was at peace.
I studied for two years, investigating everything that my mind could think of, and every time, the Bible had the answers....I just had to ditch all my pre-conceived notions and start from scratch.
It is a refreshing thing to do to leave all those hang ups and lies behind....to find out that Jesus never taught any of them.
Today my beliefs have not changed even though they have been refined with some new understanding....sort of like finding new facets on an already beautiful gem.
Spiritually speaking....I wouldn’t be anywhere else. Nothing and no one has been able to dissuade me from this path. It leads somewhere I have always wanted to go....and it isn’t heaven....it’s right here on a restored earth, cleansed of all wickedness thanks to the coming of God's Kingdom in the hands of his son....this will mean that God's will can finally "be done on earth as it is in heaven".