Orias
Left Hand Path
I realize you felt sensations, desires, drives. None of this you control, not even the choice to act, no matter how you feel. You may very well do what you will, but not will what you will.
Ah but I feel only what I perceive.
I will do as I will, though I also realize that what I will is subject (in variance) to the will of others not making my will my own but a will that I have been given to drive the path of life.