SearchingForGod
Member
Hello everyone! I'm SearchingForGod, but you can just call me Searching or SFG for short. I'm a 20 year old woman and currently I am in the middle of a rather interesting and unconventional faith journey. I say unconventional because, actually, I have a disorder in which my personality has been split apart due to trauma. And the truth is that, with this divide, each part has his or her own different religious beliefs.
What made me decide to join the forums today was an interesting dialogue that's happened within my system (that's the word I use for my personality parts as a whole). I decided that it would be a good idea to try converting to Judaism. That's great and all, but in doing that, I failed to realize that there were others who did not completely agree with my beliefs. One part, for instance, leans more towards the teachings of Jesus and that's a big problem because we can't do both at the same time.. even though we kind of do.
It's confusing to explain, but I thought that maybe by being here I could have some room to look around and maybe decide some things for myself. I just need to find a way to discover what division that I, as a whole, ought to fall under... or perhaps just a way that we can all coexist with our varying beliefs.
Anyways, it's nice to meet you all, and I hope that I can make some new friends on here.
Glad to be here!
~Searching
[Also, as a disclaimer, please do not deliberate over my dignosis. People have done that before and it honestly makes me uncomfortable.]
What made me decide to join the forums today was an interesting dialogue that's happened within my system (that's the word I use for my personality parts as a whole). I decided that it would be a good idea to try converting to Judaism. That's great and all, but in doing that, I failed to realize that there were others who did not completely agree with my beliefs. One part, for instance, leans more towards the teachings of Jesus and that's a big problem because we can't do both at the same time.. even though we kind of do.
It's confusing to explain, but I thought that maybe by being here I could have some room to look around and maybe decide some things for myself. I just need to find a way to discover what division that I, as a whole, ought to fall under... or perhaps just a way that we can all coexist with our varying beliefs.
Anyways, it's nice to meet you all, and I hope that I can make some new friends on here.
Glad to be here!
~Searching
[Also, as a disclaimer, please do not deliberate over my dignosis. People have done that before and it honestly makes me uncomfortable.]