"Organized" religion was very much dead in the U.S. John Lennon I think said that the Beatles were more popular than Jesus. In the late 60's and early 70's I followed along with the hippies. I didn't believe that war solved anything. It sure seemed like young men were being used to kill and be killed to try and settle disputes that could have been solved other ways.
Eastern religions were looked into by many of us. In '69 I rented a place from a Baha'i family. Everything they said sounded like the truth. That is... until a friend of their son, who had become a friend of mine, became a Christian. That's when I first learned what the Bible and the NT really said and it contradicted what the Baha'is told me the Bible said. Then the Christians told me that the Baha'i Faith was a false religion, and showed me the prophecies of how Jesus was to really return.
I studied the Bible with them for three years but left because there was too much hypocrisy going on. Lots of arguing about doctrines between different church groups, mainly the "Charismatic/Pentecostal" ones vs. the Fundamental ones. The liberal Christians, forget about it, both those groups thought they weren't even true Christians... along with the Mormons and JW's.
I hung out with Baha'i one more time in the late 80's. Things had changed quite a bit. There were lots of Persian Baha'is in the U.S., and they were much more conservative than the hippie/love and peace Baha'is from the 70's. During both those times I went with Baha'i friends to mass teaching projects. Baha'is talked about how they expected "entry by troops". It didn't happen. Several would sign a declaration card and then fade away. Maybe they are still listed as "Baha'is". Who knows. But, I do remember that the Baha'is would say that in other parts of the world, in the rural areas and in the jungles, whole tribes were becoming Baha'is. What happened to them. What are they doing now?
In the area I live now is close to San Francisco and Sacramento. I don't hear anything about the Baha'i Faith. If it wasn't for you and the other Baha'is here, I wouldn't have any contact with any Baha'is. What are they doing? Even you say you don't do a lot in your area. Why, after fifty years, is the Baha'i Faith still so obscure? Where are they? What are they doing? Is it still local "firesides" where a few non-Baha'is show up to hear a basic talk about the Baha'i Faith?
Anyway, the failure of the people in the major religions is not a very good "proof" that there is a God. It makes God and religion look like a bunch of make believe. And, with Christianity, it don't help that Baha'is say that most of their beliefs are made up and wrong. But, Christians say the same thing about Baha'is... and about some of their opposing Christians groups. So each religion is kind of denying the "God" of the other religions. It's hard to prove that God exists when religions go after each other that way.
But, as always, it is good to hear your comments. And, although I don't agree with some of the things Baha'is believe, I do appreciate all of you and your posts and threads.
Thanks for sharing your story. I really like to hear personal stories. People on forums do not tell enough of those.
My experience was very different from your experience because I was not brought up in any religion, and I knew nothing of Christianity or the Bible before I stumbled upon the Baha’i Faith during my first year of college. In fact, I knew nothing of Christianity or the Bible for another 42 years after that because I had no interest in religion, not even in the Baha’i Faith, and I saw no reason to study other religions because I was not searching for a religion; I already had one I firmly believed on. I was into academia for many years and that was my main focus.
I was also a Baha’i down in California in the early 70s and I remember what you are talking about. The Baha’i Faith was a lot different back then; people seemed to be on fire. I cannot say what happened because I dropped out for many decades. I remember dropping back in briefly, but then I dropped out again. I did not drop out because I did not believe in Baha’u’llah, but because I had emotional problems I had to resolve and that took all my time and energy. Also, I was in college for about 15 years, and that was my life, as I was also working most of that time so I was very busy. I also got married during those years so there was that. My husband is a long time Baha’i of about 54 years, declared in Southern California. He is a very strong Baha’i but also presently inactive in our Baha’i community. He too had his emotional problems for many years.
I think much of the problem for me personally is that I never connected the religion with God and I had no feelings about God. Then later, I got really angry at God for many years because I blamed God for all my suffering, since my older brother who was also a Baha’i had told me God was punishing me for not being a good Baha’i. That was way out of line and wrong, but I was more vulnerable then, and I felt guilty about my not being a Baha’i, guilty about everything. So I really took that to heart.
Mind you, during these years I did not have an accurate conception of God at all, because I had never studied any religions or what the Baha’i Writings said about God. The basis for my Baha’i declaration and belief was the social and spiritual teachings of Baha’u’llah and Abdu’l-Baha, not including what they wrote about God. I only started to seriously think about being a Baha’i and mending my relationship with God about six years ago when I discovered the Planet Baha’i forum. That opened up a whole new world for me; I learned a lot from the very knowledgeable Baha’is there.
Sadly though, that forum has basically died in the last few years, and all the old timers have left. What IS going on in the Baha’i world? Darned if I know. I know the community I am in is very active from all the e-mails I get about events, but I never attend so I do not know what they are doing. Maybe I should not have an opinion since I am so inactive but I think the Baha’is are putting too much emphasis on community building, community activities and children’s classes; meanwhile not many people are becoming Baha’is.
Do you watch any news on TV? Frankly, I think the Baha’i Faith is the only hope for humanity and the world. Then of course I believe that Baha’u’llah was a Manifestation of God for this age, the Messiah and the Promised One of All Ages. I have no doubt of that whatsoever, which is why I am willing to spend every waking hour on forums. There is nothing more important. Sure, I need to try to have a better relationship with God, but that is minor compared to what is going on in the world, the world is falling apart. Does anybody even care? Then there are all the lost souls in the world who do not even believe in God, or those who believe in the fantasy that Jesus is going to drop down out of the sky any time now. I cannot fathom how people can believe things like this that go against science. How can people believe that bodies will rise from graves when Jesus returns and that there will be a new Garden of Eden?
I am certainly not going looking for people so I can tell them they are wrong but if they pursue me as they do on another forum, they are going to get an earful. That is what I have been doing all day, posting to one atheist who thinks that God should communicate directly with everyone and one Christian who says I am a Baha’i Atheist because I do not believe Jesus is God incarnate. It does not get much crazier than that. I have to come back to this forum to see what normal is.
So if you do not see me for a day or two that is where I am. I am also dealing with a lot of stressful things in my offline life. It is a nightmare. I am sure glad there is a God because that is the only way I stay sane. I also post on another forum in that group but we hardly ever talk about religion there. It is more personal and they talk a lot about politics. It is mostly atheists and a few Christians who are regulars. As usual, I am the only Baha’i. Most Baha’is do not hang out on non-Baha’i forums; the few on this forum are the exception.