Sorry, 18 min long video.
I sometimes wonder what life will be if I find myself @ 97.
Life is existing, waiting to say goodbye? I can see myself here. There is nothing to fear about death. Will I still feel the same as I get closer to the time to say goodbye? I don't know.
For now, each moment of existence, I appreciate. I tell myself, it is enough. My wife, my family, my friends. The flowers, the trees the sky.
I exist, I experience. It is a wonderful thing. This moment, I exist. There is nothing else that is needed. Perhaps it is a lie I tell myself.
I not afraid of dying but deep down, the thought of death leaves me sad. Sad to have to say goodbye to existence.