Spiderman
Veteran Member
If you pray to God or spiritual entities, what is your reason for doing so? Do you like the deity(s) you pray to? Do you agree with him/her?
I personally believe in Yahweh as the creator of Heaven and Earth, and I worship Him, but I really don't like him.
What keeps me praying to him is I know he can keep me off the drugs and from hurting myself and other people. I'm sick in the head and have gotten a lot better through prayer. I used to have to be restrained all the time and injected with antipsychotics.
I pray to God because it's the only thing I can think of that's going to stop me from doing those things.
I've tried getting professional help. It doesn't work. I kid you not, I'm on a fact team, so a mental health professional visits me every single day. I'm on probation and monitored and go to group therapy and take meds.
I find that getting professional help and taking medication does very little good if I'm not praying.
Prayer is what helps the most.
But I really don't like Yahweh. He killed people for stupid reasons like picking up sticks on the Sabbath.
He ordered the Israelites to annihilate entire cities. He seems like a Fascist Dictator. But he was going to destroy Israel, and Moses got him to change his mind. So I pray to God, not because I like him, but because I think he can change his mind and not be such a tyrant.
I also don't like how he hides himself and refuses to speak up , and leaves the world in confusion. There's a lot of things I don't like about God.
But I know from experience he can help me make better choices that don't hurt myself or others.
What are your reasons? Do you like and agree with your Entitie(s)?
I personally believe in Yahweh as the creator of Heaven and Earth, and I worship Him, but I really don't like him.
What keeps me praying to him is I know he can keep me off the drugs and from hurting myself and other people. I'm sick in the head and have gotten a lot better through prayer. I used to have to be restrained all the time and injected with antipsychotics.
I pray to God because it's the only thing I can think of that's going to stop me from doing those things.
I've tried getting professional help. It doesn't work. I kid you not, I'm on a fact team, so a mental health professional visits me every single day. I'm on probation and monitored and go to group therapy and take meds.
I find that getting professional help and taking medication does very little good if I'm not praying.
Prayer is what helps the most.
But I really don't like Yahweh. He killed people for stupid reasons like picking up sticks on the Sabbath.
He ordered the Israelites to annihilate entire cities. He seems like a Fascist Dictator. But he was going to destroy Israel, and Moses got him to change his mind. So I pray to God, not because I like him, but because I think he can change his mind and not be such a tyrant.
I also don't like how he hides himself and refuses to speak up , and leaves the world in confusion. There's a lot of things I don't like about God.
But I know from experience he can help me make better choices that don't hurt myself or others.
What are your reasons? Do you like and agree with your Entitie(s)?