desperatly seeking hang out buddies

[Ashley-Yin]

hi i dont know if this the write place or what but im ashley im always havin to ask the friends ive made (almost all gay/bi guys) to hang with me but they are always busy an hardly ever ask me to go anywhere not even a random hello txt ive had a lot of crap through my life ive been on hormones 2/3 months and am now going through my second pubity i have also had and am having some of the worst experiences i can imagine and am now feelin increasingly and sometimes extremely scared, isolated and confused i am trying to use all the wisdom i have learned in the 24 years of my life and am getting various bits of help but because my situation is so distressing its like im in a paralell world and im not able to tell people everything or even help them understand what i do tell them i apologise if im goin on too much i cant help it anymore even though it is exausting so please if you can spare time to do cheap things in london pub/bar, free museum, cafe i donno or even if its just regular chats on facebook(which has decent info about me) or somin similar then plz girls get in touch n one more thing plz ignore my age my sis is 15 my bro 19 n my 'friends' n others ive socialised with etc range from 15 to about 60 but ne ways its the middle of the day im wacked n need some coffee so thanks for readin hope to hear from somone soon xx

 

[Ashley-Yin]

does ne 1 actually care
am i wasting my time postin a message like this
i mean tell me to shut up or watever but im happy for you who have friends but its very confusing do i have to like try n add evryone here or somin be noticed n im not attention seeking i just dont wanna be the next transsexual lesbian suicide victim that no one cares about. and plz dont try to use this to dis my beliefs because without them i wouldnt be on here tryin to make friends, id be dead already.

 

[Green Gaia]

Honey, I'd be happy to talk to you if you want to private message me. I have to tell you though, I'm old and having trouble deciphering what you type. Perhaps that's part of the problem with no one responding?

 

[DallasApple]

I'm "older" too but Im happy to talk to you as well..What do you want to talk about right now.Im not in London Im in Dallas Texas so obviously we cant "hang out" in real life.But I do care..

Love

Dallas

 

[Ashley-Yin]

ok this is the last thing im writing 2night
so many people messaging me now all across the world its quite over whelming but is helping soo much ive never written so much in such a short time.
anyways ive joined that group green sent me so will be thinking of Q's to ask until I fall asleep.

and i really need to go to bed now..
so thanks and goodnight xx

 

[DallasApple]

Im very happy you are making friends Ashley...

Love

Dallas

 

[Reiðrœska]

I'd be happy to chat to you on the site or on msn or whatever. It's good to know you're feeling a bit better already. :hug:

 

[MSizer]

Hey Ashley, I just happened to come across this thread. I hope you're feeling better. Feel free to chat anytime. I have a soft spot for GLBTs, 'cuz you guys are up against some BS some of the rest of us don't have to deal with. Anyway, this is not an attempt at pity, I sincerely hope you're feeling better.

Cheers,
Chat anytime.