I don't view Christianity as uncertainity. You have a relationship with God through His Son Jesus Christ when you accept His incarnation, cruxifiction and resurrection some 2000 years ago, acknowledge that you are a sinner and ask Christ to come into your heart to dwell and reign in your life. The grace that God extended upon us (Ephesians 2:8,9) also requires a measure of faith although you do not see a physical evidence of this proof to visualize. There are many things that God allows us to comprehend when you have a real and personal relationship with Him through His Son. God loves you and does seek a relationship with all men. Regarding the Trinity, I do believe in the three components of the Spiritual Person that is God Almighty (Father, Son, Holy Spirit), although I do not fully comprehend or can imagine all of the glorious wonders that apply to the Almighty God. I do believe that the Father, Son and Holy Spirit are co-equal, co-existent and co-eternal. Read John 1:1-3 and John 14:26. All I can do as a Chrisitan is to institute the measure of faith God requires of all that are saved and sealed through Jesus Christ and there may be some things that we will not know about God until we enter the gates of heaven and you know what, I am fine with that because I put my trust in Him and not man.
How do you develop and mature a real and personal relationship with God? God will reveal His will through the Holy Spirit in His Word, through prayer, the body of Christ and in our life circumstances. The onus is upon us as Christians to follow the plan that God has laid out to accomplish His purpose. Trust me, God can accomplish His purpose when He wants, how He wants and wherever He wants, with or without our participation. But the sole fact that He loves you so much, that He desires to involve you in a God-like mission, should resonate through your mind, body and soul with everlasting joy! Once you develop a real and personal relationship with God, your life will change dramatically and you will truly develop the peace of mind that surpasses all understanding.:jiggy: