Goblin
Sorcerer
i never really thought much about the new "chaos magick religion" but have always found more traditional routes to truth and personal inner power more interesting.
like taoism, or hinduism. and as far as religion goes im pretty much a hindu. but outside of forums i dont feel the need to place limiting labels on myself.
me and my friends started what wiccans call a "coven"
my friend Adolf(thats his name, hes not a nazi, in fact hes gay) has been practicing chaos magick(as well as qabbala) for twenty years. he discussed the ins and outs of occult practice & lent me a book called "Liber Null & the phychonaut" which are initiatory texts for the Order Of Thanteros
i got through three chapters and am hooked in gave me realizations that rival that of realizations from reading the bhagavad gita.
since starting to read it, i have regained powers lost since childhood.
they call Brahman/Tao/God/Shunya/Energy; the Kia. and describe methods of manifestation i knew since childhood. but without mental validation i have disregarded such methods for years. there is the energy, and the shapes & patterns of energy(aka the manifestations of energy). then there is the aether the malleable thought world that rests in between nothingness & somethingness... through stilling the mind, giving a dead eye stare, then visualizing, you can make these astral bodies into anything you want, the world follows suit with these astral bodies. i turn my astral body into a shinning God & suddenly people dont want to look me in the eye, girls are very easy to "bag" and i can make money happen at any time.
like magic! lol
by following these methods, i feel very very powerful. i feel like a god.
I can do anything, & i dont have to do anything.
i realized that my mindset from childhood was not the nihilism i had come to believe, but was the source of achievement.
a sorcerer does without lust for results, he does just for the heck of it. lust for results lead to failure, stay calm & play it cool. Nothing matters because energy, nature, or "the Kia" will still exist no matter what. nothing matters because as any sorcerer knows "everything is just an arbitrary gesture.'
forgetting any outcome things just fall in place. without expectations everything that happens suddenly becomes acceptable.
has anyone studied chaos magick. the most common thing people hear is that they make up gods at the drop of a dime. this is true because really your making thought forms that become sentient and have some form of independent decision making.
feedback?
like taoism, or hinduism. and as far as religion goes im pretty much a hindu. but outside of forums i dont feel the need to place limiting labels on myself.
me and my friends started what wiccans call a "coven"
my friend Adolf(thats his name, hes not a nazi, in fact hes gay) has been practicing chaos magick(as well as qabbala) for twenty years. he discussed the ins and outs of occult practice & lent me a book called "Liber Null & the phychonaut" which are initiatory texts for the Order Of Thanteros
i got through three chapters and am hooked in gave me realizations that rival that of realizations from reading the bhagavad gita.
since starting to read it, i have regained powers lost since childhood.
they call Brahman/Tao/God/Shunya/Energy; the Kia. and describe methods of manifestation i knew since childhood. but without mental validation i have disregarded such methods for years. there is the energy, and the shapes & patterns of energy(aka the manifestations of energy). then there is the aether the malleable thought world that rests in between nothingness & somethingness... through stilling the mind, giving a dead eye stare, then visualizing, you can make these astral bodies into anything you want, the world follows suit with these astral bodies. i turn my astral body into a shinning God & suddenly people dont want to look me in the eye, girls are very easy to "bag" and i can make money happen at any time.
like magic! lol
by following these methods, i feel very very powerful. i feel like a god.
I can do anything, & i dont have to do anything.
i realized that my mindset from childhood was not the nihilism i had come to believe, but was the source of achievement.
a sorcerer does without lust for results, he does just for the heck of it. lust for results lead to failure, stay calm & play it cool. Nothing matters because energy, nature, or "the Kia" will still exist no matter what. nothing matters because as any sorcerer knows "everything is just an arbitrary gesture.'
forgetting any outcome things just fall in place. without expectations everything that happens suddenly becomes acceptable.
has anyone studied chaos magick. the most common thing people hear is that they make up gods at the drop of a dime. this is true because really your making thought forms that become sentient and have some form of independent decision making.
feedback?
