P.S.- If you are stuggling then you are not letting God choose. Cuase if God was choosing Peace would be in the MIst of You. Take this Advice to heart. Sit back and live your life, serve God, and do what his word advises you to do.
1) Go to God in Prayer Many Times a Day
2) Study the offices one can be called to
3) Apply it Biblically, How can i help the kingdom of Jesus
4) Look at yourself, ask What am I best at?
5) Refer to no one, ask no one what you should be
6) In the End God will choose,
Make sure you are not trying to make the choice, let God make it, and he'll choose the Perfect one.
-God Bless.