First wish, I want to be a cis female
I never heard of cis gender till I came to RF. Never googled it, but today I thought "lets see what it actually means"
Wiki gave me "almost all people are cisgender" (feel male and born male or feel female and born female)
So, correct me if I am wrong. You want to be a cis female (= female born female), means that at the moment you are born female but identify with male gender, correct?
My father was very dominant, and my mother docile. My mother was very nice, but my father was not; lots of emotional hurting the my mother (emotional hurting is a tricky one, because its not always easy to pinpoint down). So naturally I took the side of my mother, and even dressed as a girl. And I never really identified as a man (I really disliked this male macho behavior, and I loved the softer female touch). Even in the classroom (age 5-14) I always choose to sit next to girls, and they allowed this
. Once a principle made a nasty comment, but I could not care less, as I was aware that this is "typical" male behavior.
I never thought about this till today. But reading your story, I guess I might be in the same boat as you are, only the other side. You were born female and I was born male. And your father was the nice one, and my mother was the nice one
Interesting idea. Do I get the picture right, as it is very new to me, and the first time I think about this (and puts a few puzzle peaces right)?
