Shadow Wolf
Certified People sTabber
They need their own group. Really. Such as, those of us medically transitioning often are not androgynous as far as our gender expressions go. Lots of us even torment ourselves over things that may be of the sex we were born as, much like how we used to torment ourselves over things of the opposite sex when we were in denial. Often, when we in denial and trying to cope and live as our birth sex, we are very insecure about things that may even be remotely related to the opposite sex. Often, as we're transitioning and other points and stages, we are very insecure about things that may even be remotely related to our birth sex. We often cringe at hearing our birth names, but yet adopt very masculine/feminine expressions (whichever matches our birth sex).So what do we tell trans folk that don't plan to transition, or folk that present one way and identify another? Get lost? What are we supposed to do, and I'm not asking to be obtuse?
What's actually being proposed here?
For MtFs (I can't speak much for FtM), police and military service is very common before we accept ourselves. Myself, I did pro-wrestling. And for no reason would I do or use anything feminine. No ear rings, short hair, words and adjectives I carefully selected to avoid saying anything that might sound feminine, even foods were things that I considered through how they are culturally gendered. But eventually I stopped that, accepted myself, and while I didn't do the hyper-feminine thing a lot of us do, I did just admit to myself a few weeks ago that I am a bit of a gearhead, something I've avoided and denied because it is strongly stereotyped as a guy thing (and there really aren't that many women working professionally in car-related fields).
For a MtF, my story is pretty common, not unusual, almost "cookie cutter" in nature with a few interchangeable parts. It's so typical that cultural misogynist attitudes I learned, internalized, and it was another issue preventing me from accepting myself. Being tormented in Church over it is also pretty common. And while they dislike people who don't follow "traditional" gender roles and norms, transgender people--as in those who are medically transitioning--are they accuse people of saying Jehovah made a mistake.
Add in the medical issues, and, yeah, everyone else can get their own group. It is frustrating when most of those at what is supposed to be your support group don't know the answers to questions related to medical care (such as insurance, hormones, electrolysis, surgeries, therapists, and accepting and cooperative doctors) because they have an entirely different set of issues and stuff going on. They really just are not going through the same thing.