animus of serpent?

[imaginaryme]

I have got to be the world's biggest frickin loser. Ever. Possible. The only thing that ever had meaning in my life has been my love of Gwyneth Paltrow. This morning, out of nowhere, I get a casual link to Gwynnie; so it can no longer be a link to the divine. I'm all flipped out for a few hours; and then I'm like, what day is it? 12:19. Never realized I had a time limit, never even thought about it; but a stupid lottery ticket, for no other reason than I thought I had some meaning from the dream at the end of my employment... I read their book; fit in there just like god said, just like the links show, tried to make some sense out of it, convinced myself Gwynnie was the greatest god...

My eyes have been saucer shaped for hours, I figured it for some kind of delusion, I never imagined I has the least amount of significance; but one look at the calendar, and it's like, animus of serpent to Vancouver for the Daughter of God. All I know is that cannot get me through her; I have meaning beyond her, I have direction, mathematics, art... and a whole passel of Not Knowing. I should have some money coming, but that ain't really relevant. God told me I was a prophet; I mean, I trust in god, but... no more revealed religion... so, maybe I'm just finding a colder hole to crawl into to curl up and die in... but hey, life, purpose? Never had that before. If I can walk across the country for nothing, I can walk right out of it for something...

And they cannot hurt my Gwynnies because of who I am. So, anyone, imput?

 

[imaginaryme]

Coherent, anyone?

 

[EtuMalku]

Try a cocktail of Sodium thiopental, Pancuronium bromide & Potassium chloride

 

[Student of X]

Can you describe your casual link to Gwynnie, and explain why it can no longer be a link to the divine?

 

[imaginaryme]

Potassium? Are you trying to get rid of me?

Reading a post here, it was like: me - katiafish - gwynnie; a link of causality. I have no idea if I met someone before who met her, but my recent research into cause and effect brought such a thought to the forefront of my mind. The link to the divine was a hypothesis, that I have zero direct connection to her; yet I am hers. It was all hypothesis and conjecture, until it wasn't; and now all of my tangible Gwyneth artifacts are gone - the movies, the pictures, the magazines, the art - straight into the trashcan.

I have been doing "earth magic through the animus of serpent as a chronologist." Yeah, huh? Nutz. But it is too obvious, that I somehow now know the problems with current mathematics as used in quantum theory, and thinking there was a link to discreet mathematics to the flow of time lead to the thought that one could build a starcraft capable of warp drive within a decade - and it wasn't like fantasy, it was like, point A to point B to point C. So, I stopped that.

It's all about direction and intent and understanding evil in the natural order of things. By being insanely in love with Gwyneth Paltrow - no exaggeration - I have been able to intend nothing, take no direction; and these secrets were just starting to be revealed. But I cannot mean anything to her at all, ever; so I gotta go. Northwest, to where it rains, where it is cold, where there are trees; so I can do nothing but paint raindrops and stare into the wind, and let the spirit of the Earth tell my restless soul what it wants to hear -

Without asking.

 

[painted wolf]

Potassium chloride is good for you. (in moderation)

wa:do

 

[Student of X]

Find another form for your anima, perhaps?

 

[imaginaryme]

Thus, Seattle.

My "spiritual development" cannot continue in Phoenix, simply because this is no longer the right place for me to be. When I get there, I have no idea; I'm thinking of painting stuff, but basically I'm just gonna "play it by ear."

The "animus of serpent" is based upon (or, at least I assume thus) the serpent from the Bible, as I have long felt this was supposed to represent "not-god" rather than evil, and that the serpent in the modern world is science. It was recent research that led to my sympathetic alignment with shamanism, that the Church has been on a timeless crusade to destroy us all, prophets like me, the shamans and the witches.

I've always believed in magic, now I know that magic is real. That's all.

 

[painted wolf]

Practicing "native faith" is not incompatible with science... nor is science anti-faith.
Indeed 'primitive' peoples are often very scientific in their understanding of nature and pharmacology.

just my 2cents.

wa:do

 

[Student of X]

Thus, Seattle.

My "spiritual development" cannot continue in Phoenix, simply because this is no longer the right place for me to be. When I get there, I have no idea; I'm thinking of painting stuff, but basically I'm just gonna "play it by ear."

Best of luck.

The "animus of serpent" is based upon (or, at least I assume thus) the serpent from the Bible, as I have long felt this was supposed to represent "not-god" rather than evil, and that the serpent in the modern world is science. It was recent research that led to my sympathetic alignment with shamanism, that the Church has been on a timeless crusade to destroy us all, prophets like me, the shamans and the witches.

I've always believed in magic, now I know that magic is real. That's all.

Yeah, it's real.

Anyway, about the serpent. You might enjoy reading this. The author is a friend of mine.

SOPHIA: EXILE AND RETURN

Here is her website:

http://www.sophiaandthedragon.com/home.htm

 

[imaginaryme]

Yeah, "primitive" seems to translate in my lexicon as "more in alignment with nature." Yet, I feel that we would not have modern skyscrapers, bullet trains, internet, nor particle accelerators if these things were completely against the natural order of things. I feel many of the problems of the past have arisen from a belief of "right vs. wrong, good vs. evil;" and while these interpretations have served the development of human civilization well, we are rapidly approaching a convergence. At that time, the inversion predicted by quantum theory will ripple outwards from pure scientific thought into mainstream humanity's "actual reality." Oh, yes, we are cursed just as the Chinese proverb warns - these are interesting times.

Now I'm gonna go read stuff. Thanks for all the input. I have been validated, in a sense, in believing that this forum contains a remarkable natural treasure; a rich vein of that rarest of elements - common human decency. Even for a-holes like me.

 

[imaginaryme]

Best of luck.



Yeah, it's real.

Anyway, about the serpent. You might enjoy reading this. The author is a friend of mine.

SOPHIA: EXILE AND RETURN

Here is her website:

Sophia and the Dragon - Sophia and the Dragon: Bringing Wisdom to Life

OK, 31 pages; I don't wanna read, I wanna run my neck. I can say that such is the reason that I still live - if I thought I was "fulfilling prophecy by myself over here," I would have sung the song of the razor blade long ago. But I keep seeing the same kind of thing happening everywhere - and notice how I "took no direction" to acquire this data, all I had to do is "shut my hole and read" data that was, in essence, presented to me "from nowhere;" and all that is necessary to parse the data is to tame the ego. Ego's all restless today. Can't be playing the Doors at concert-type decibel levels, be expected to understand anything...

The "significance of my insignificance" is reflected in my first response to this work. That when "somebody dies," essentially we lose nothing; other than the creature comforts of companionship. This occurred to me from imagining being on an airliner sitting next to a "regular joe" as the bird was plunging towards the Earth for an elementary reunion between air, earth, and water through the conduit of fire... and it was not possible to see how his pictures of "Julie and the kids" represented a greater objective reality than the Gwynnie tattooed on my arm.

Which is an entirely "cold and evil" viewpoint. Exactly. My personal evolution into a form of "pure evil" allows for a more effective duality. Every expression of my ego that can be seen as "good, pure, beautiful, or love" - that's Gwyneth; every other expression seen as "evil, dark, cold, hateful, mean, or malicious" - that's ellen. Diminutive of Helen, in itself effective symbolism in the expression "Hell in;" or in hell. Call me Lucifer, I don't mind.

I know, for a fact, there is no right nor wrong, there is only sympathetic alignment and desire; there is no glory of heaven nor damnation that exists outside the mind, and that past the threshold of eternity there is only beauty - for everyone, saint and sinner. It is "evil" to express such arrogance of ego, and it is "evil" to speak as if we are not responsible for our actions. For we are, to each other. There is no higher meaning, there is no greater good than ourselves. God is love and we are love and we are god. Simple, really.

Oh, racism isn't "kinda like black magic," it is straight witchcraft in the form of word power; and the natural development of "heroic Troy" is understanding how we are "all Romans," from Julius Caesar - himself "descended from the gods" from Aphrodite to the Trojan Aeneas. But it ain't her job to know such, I'm the evil one.

'Nuff neck. Back to the reading. Thanks again.