*Paul*
Jesus loves you
Do you want to be judged according to your heart RLTW? That thought terrifies me. Our hearts are deceitful above all things and desperately wicked. Out of our hearts comes forth our wickedness. evil thoughts, blasphemies, adulteries, lies etc. If God judges me according to my heart I will be justly damned. My only chance is that His blood was shed for me this is my one hope and my one plea.I mean I just don't think God is that legalistic, I think he is a fair judge and he will judge us according to our hearts.
If ye love me keep my commandments Jesus said. This is the proof of our love. At some point even as a Christian I have broken many of Gods commandments. I have not loved Him as I ought to have, sometimes (perhaps many times) I have put my self and my own desires first thus showing that I do not love Him perfectly according to this rule. I love Him in an emotional way more than anything, when I think of what Jesus did for me I just want to embrace Him and never let Him go, no one could ever show me the love and forgiveness that He has. But I havent kept His commandments, I do try to, my inner man delights in them and I adore them as righteous and divine. But He says if ye love Me keep them, He doesnt say try to keep them or do your best and Ill just let the rest go, He commands we keep them and to suggest that He will just accept my best efforts and that will be enough is to compromise His holiness and righteousness. No I cannot put my hope in the fact hat I love Jesus because I just cant love Him as I ought to or to put it another way give Him the love that is due to Him whilst I am in this body, I groan with the creation waiting for the redemption of my body.I can tell you love God and you love Jesus, God won't reject anyone who loves him, at least I hope.
This is why Jesus appearing is my blessed hope for when he appears I shall appear with Him and shall be like Him for I shall see Him as He is. Then this corruptuion shall have put on incorruption, the death in me will have been swallowed up in victory, finally free from this corpse in a resurrection body to serve Him, love Him and know Him perfectly without sin dwelling in me. O happy day. Come LORD Jesus.
Teach us to number our days Solomon said (I think) and it is better to go to the house of mourning than the house of mirth. It is better to spend our very short time here on earth in the pursuit of God and the pursuit of pleasing Him dont you think? The world has so many distractions that can send us into a stupor and distract us from our purpose in life. That thought reminds me of Christian from the pilgrims progress when He reaches Vanity fair. What a book that is. Have you read it? It makes a brilliant bible study too. I absolutely highly recommend it.I agree, it is good to be reminded of the importance of what it is we are discussing. Thank you for helping me to better understand your position, and for also forcing me to better understand my own because of your very good questions.
Here is an exerpt:
Then I saw in my dream, that when they were got out of the wilderness, they presently saw a town before them, and the name of that town is Vanity; and at the town there is a fair kept, called Vanity Fair. It is kept all the year long. It beareth the name of Vanity Fair, because the town where it is kept is lighter than vanity, Psa. 62:9; and also because all that is there sold, or that cometh thither, is vanity; as is the saying of the wise, All that cometh is vanity. Eccl. 11:8; see also 1:2-14; 2:11-17; Isa. 40:17.
This fair is no new-erected business but a thing of ancient standing. I will show you the original of it.
Almost five thousand years ago there were pilgrims walking to the Celestial City, as these two honest persons are: and Beelzebub, Apollyon, and Legion, with their companions, perceiving by the path that the pilgrims made, that their way to the city lay through this town of Vanity, they contrived here to set up a fair; a fair wherein should be sold all sorts of vanity, and that it should last all the year long. Therefore, at this fair are all such merchandise sold as houses, lands, trades, places, honors, preferments, titles, countries, kingdoms, lusts, pleasures; and delights of all sorts, as harlots, wives, husbands, children, masters, servants, lives, blood, bodies, souls, silver, gold, pearls, precious stones, and what not.
And moreover, at this fair there is at all times to be seen jugglings, cheats, games, plays, fools, apes, knaves, and rogues, and that of every kind.
Here are to be seen, too, and that for nothing, thefts, murders, adulteries, false-swearers, and that of a blood-red color.
And, as in other fairs of less moment, there are the several rows and streets under their proper names, where such and such wares are vended; so here, likewise, you have the proper places, rows, streets, (namely, countries and kingdoms,) where the wares of this fair are soonest to be found. Here is the Britain Row, the French Row, the Italian Row, the Spanish Row, the German Row, where several sorts of vanities are to be sold. But, as in other fairs, some one commodity is as the chief of all the fair; so the ware of Rome and her merchandise is greatly promoted in this fair; only our English nation, with some others, have taken a dislike thereat.
Now, as I said, the way to the Celestial City lies just through this town, where this lusty fair is kept; and he that will go to the city, and yet not go through this town, must needs go out of the world. 1 Cor. 4:10. The Prince of princes himself, when here, went through this town to his own country, and that upon a fair-day too; yea, and, as I think, it was Beelzebub, the chief lord of this fair, that invited him to buy of his vanities, yea, would have made him lord of the fair, would he but have done him reverence as he went through the town. Yea, because he was such a person of honor, Beelzebub had him from street to street, and showed him all the kingdoms of the world in a little time, that he might, if possible, allure that blessed One to cheapen and buy some of his vanities; but he had no mind to the merchandise, and therefore left the town, without laying out so much as one farthing upon these vanities. Matt. 4:8,9; Luke 4:5-7. This fair, therefore, is an ancient thing, of long standing, and a very great fair.
Now, these pilgrims, as I said, must needs go through this fair. Well, so they did; but behold, even as they entered into the fair, all the people in the fair were moved; and the town itself, as it were, in a hubbub about them, and that for several reasons: for,
First, The Pilgrims were clothed with such kind of raiment as was diverse from the raiment of any that traded in that fair. The people, therefore, of the fair made a great gazing upon them: some said they were fools; 1 Cor. 4:9,10; some, they were bedlams; and some, they were outlandish men.
Secondly, And as they wondered at their apparel, so they did likewise at their speech; for few could understand what they said. They naturally spoke the language of Canaan; but they that kept the fair were the men of this world: so that from one end of the fair to the other, they seemed barbarians each to the other. 1 Cor. 2:7,8.
Thirdly, But that which did not a little amuse the merchandisers was, that these pilgrims set very light by all their wares. They cared not so much as to look upon them; and if they called upon them to buy, they would put their fingers in their ears, and cry, Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity, Psa. 119:37, and look upward, signifying that their trade and traffic was in heaven. Phil. 3: 20,21.