Fireside_Hindu
Jai Lakshmi Maa
I've been reading a lot about her lately as she's given several new interviews. Looking at her life and what she believes about her identity, I began to once again examine whether or not I share too many uncomfortable traits with her.
For some back story: I'm Caucasian and I'm a practicing Hindu. While I've never claimed to be Indian or tried to alter my physical appearance to seem more Indian, I do wear saris and salwar kameez as well as the bindi in the context of attending temple. Clearly, on some level, I'm attempting to connect with the Indian Hindu community through these affectations and honestly, in every community I've participated in, I've received overwhelmingly positive feedback. I internally recognize that the Indian experience in America is not my experience and that my place within Hinduism is different. Also the struggles of Indian Hindus IN India are even further removed from my experience and I have never claimed them as my own.
Still, does that matter when people only have my outside appearance to go by? When they see me - a white woman in a salwar suit and bindi, do they feel threatened? offended? When I help out the Indian children in their Sunday Hindi class, does my race in that space create a positive experience or a negative one?
Now, people who know me have said there is clearly a difference between me and Rachel Dolezal - I'm not anything like her. But is that true? At what point will I have crossed the line? And if I already have, how to I respectfully participate in my religious community without overemphasizing my difference from their ethnic background?
Does any of this make sense?
I'm confused, if that wasn't apparent.
For some back story: I'm Caucasian and I'm a practicing Hindu. While I've never claimed to be Indian or tried to alter my physical appearance to seem more Indian, I do wear saris and salwar kameez as well as the bindi in the context of attending temple. Clearly, on some level, I'm attempting to connect with the Indian Hindu community through these affectations and honestly, in every community I've participated in, I've received overwhelmingly positive feedback. I internally recognize that the Indian experience in America is not my experience and that my place within Hinduism is different. Also the struggles of Indian Hindus IN India are even further removed from my experience and I have never claimed them as my own.
Still, does that matter when people only have my outside appearance to go by? When they see me - a white woman in a salwar suit and bindi, do they feel threatened? offended? When I help out the Indian children in their Sunday Hindi class, does my race in that space create a positive experience or a negative one?
Now, people who know me have said there is clearly a difference between me and Rachel Dolezal - I'm not anything like her. But is that true? At what point will I have crossed the line? And if I already have, how to I respectfully participate in my religious community without overemphasizing my difference from their ethnic background?
Does any of this make sense?
I'm confused, if that wasn't apparent.