Spiderman
Veteran Member
Somebody recently told me the devil will accuse me on Judgement Day of shaking people's faith and murdering Souls.
That isn't what I want to do. I simply want God to be faithful to his word. Then I want to strengthen people's faith.
I find it sickening that what I want from God is simply the grace to do his will, and God won't even grant that... I'm willing to give up everything for God if he would simply demonstrate that he's trustworthy. I need understanding. Is that so much to ask from God?
I don't trust what people say, and I no longer trust the scriptures, because the scriptures and God have let me down repeatedly.
Can somebody tell me what Jesus meant when he said "ask and you shall receive , seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be open to you? Ask anything of the father in my name and it will be done for you? Faith of a mustard seed can move mountains? Those who believe in me will do the works that I do and greater works?"
I have a reason to be angry. I diligently sought God and the grace to do his will, and God refused to give me the understanding, the maturity, and the sanity necessary to do that.
God refused to take my confusion away, though I prayed diligently with the one intention of Simply doing his will.
Why should I not be angry?
I look at the world around me and I see a bunch of blind and confused people. God has simply abandon them. God is the most pitiful, pathetic, low, incompetent father and Shepherd I've ever heard of!
I sought that God with sincerity and I got nothing but confusion. I tested the word of God and it came up false.
I just want God to be faithful to his word. Is that so much to ask? He promised his word would not return void. I know without a doubt that's b*******
How is my resentment of God not justified?
That isn't what I want to do. I simply want God to be faithful to his word. Then I want to strengthen people's faith.
I find it sickening that what I want from God is simply the grace to do his will, and God won't even grant that... I'm willing to give up everything for God if he would simply demonstrate that he's trustworthy. I need understanding. Is that so much to ask from God?
I don't trust what people say, and I no longer trust the scriptures, because the scriptures and God have let me down repeatedly.
Can somebody tell me what Jesus meant when he said "ask and you shall receive , seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be open to you? Ask anything of the father in my name and it will be done for you? Faith of a mustard seed can move mountains? Those who believe in me will do the works that I do and greater works?"
I have a reason to be angry. I diligently sought God and the grace to do his will, and God refused to give me the understanding, the maturity, and the sanity necessary to do that.
God refused to take my confusion away, though I prayed diligently with the one intention of Simply doing his will.
Why should I not be angry?
I look at the world around me and I see a bunch of blind and confused people. God has simply abandon them. God is the most pitiful, pathetic, low, incompetent father and Shepherd I've ever heard of!
I sought that God with sincerity and I got nothing but confusion. I tested the word of God and it came up false.
I just want God to be faithful to his word. Is that so much to ask? He promised his word would not return void. I know without a doubt that's b*******
How is my resentment of God not justified?
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