@PureX
Just wanted to let you know, I do understand what you are asking
Why choose not to believe when believing is so much more comforting?
That's not what I'm asking. What I'm asking is why choose atheism when you've already admitted that you don't know it to be so, and when
not knowing it to be so is the reason you've reject theism?
After all, there is no way to know either way.
Some of us, and apparently a very small number, have tried and experienced many different existential experiences. Ranging from the earliest and simplest, that Jesus is my Savior.
That was at at age 7. I saw God in the sky during a thunderstorm over the desert.
I experienced the cross in the sky.
I knew for a fact that Jesus and God were with me.
As I got older and more experiences were available to me, my beliefs changed.
No longer could I see Jesus as some Savior from Evil and Hell, born of some previously describe god in some previous culture and time made up by men who wanted their own beliefs to prevail.
Then on to serious Native American belief systems and finally to now.
I know I am on my own to make the difference needed to save the only thing worth worshipping in this real life. That is real nature.[/QUOTE]So what DID you experience, then, do you think? And was it 'natural', or 'supra-natural'? And if you don't know, why assume the negative?
Can I please ask you why you find anything greater than nature to help you overcome hardship?
When nature is often the hardship that needs overcoming, and we do not have the power to do so within ourselves, we seek a power greater than both.
And also, I know very well the comfortable feeling that God is with me. I just am unable to believe that is true any.
That's because you believe your own 'opinions' now, instead. Belief is the enemy of faith. If you had fully accepted that you don't know what or if God is, you would still be free to choose to trust in the great mystery, and to conceptualize God in whatever way generates the most positive effect, for you (faith).
But how am I to know for sure there is not something out there beyond what we do know? Hence the agnostic stance.
We don't need to know. Faith in God works for us whether God is there or not.