VoidCat
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Ray said that it was ok for me to post this here...
It's a poem about my daughter who will be 2 wensday...
Enjoy...
Title:My Gem
I'm sorry for what I said when you were born...
You were a blessing not a curse...
But I could not hold you...
You were a reminder of horrible times...
In my eyes...At the time..
From things that can't be undone...
And yes I was depressed...
Post-partum...
It's not your fault you see...
That I am who I am...
I hear you are almost two now...
Listen child...
There's a good reason why I am not there..
At this time...
But one day I'll be there you will see..
Ella,
You are a blessing...
I will get clean for you.
I want to hold you...
And see that you will be strong...
Not make the same mistakes I made...
I will get help...
I will get help for you.
My Gem.
-Linda.
It's a poem about my daughter who will be 2 wensday...
Enjoy...
Title:My Gem
I'm sorry for what I said when you were born...
You were a blessing not a curse...
But I could not hold you...
You were a reminder of horrible times...
In my eyes...At the time..
From things that can't be undone...
And yes I was depressed...
Post-partum...
It's not your fault you see...
That I am who I am...
I hear you are almost two now...
Listen child...
There's a good reason why I am not there..
At this time...
But one day I'll be there you will see..
Ella,
You are a blessing...
I will get clean for you.
I want to hold you...
And see that you will be strong...
Not make the same mistakes I made...
I will get help...
I will get help for you.
My Gem.
-Linda.