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A few dozen poems writen during my un-medicated daze

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Private Thoughts

Things that I would never say
Pop into my mind every single day
These thoughts sit down and stay a while
They must be stored in some secret file
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Half-a-Poem

There are so many things that will drive you insane
Chemicals running around the inside of your brain
Sit back, relax, enjoy the ride
Let your feeble grip on reality slide

... totally deranged ... nothing has changed ...

More to follow ... if & when I feel like it ...
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
A few more embryonic verses

I used to believe in all the federal mornings of life
With my sanity perched neatly along the edge of a knife

We're all busy looking for somebody to blame
Simply look in the mirror to know the culprit's name

In a predatory society, who is it that suffers the most
When even the winners appear to be the shadow of a ghost

Everyone says that you can't be too careful
I ignore this advice whenever I'm able
Fear is the only reason this world is unstable
Between caution and fear one must walk on a cable

I used to wonder if my life
Could really be any more strange
And then one day I found
A way to medically rearrange

People always give themselves no ordinary mentions
The clashing of human egos generates endless tensions

{Deja Vu}

I was wondering through my lifetime
Without a care in the world
When suddenly I stopped
For a moment

People give themselves instructions
On how to spend each day
The right amount of sleeping
Plenty of time for play

Speaking with trees is our new plan of action
As the latest messiah becomes a media attraction

What are the federal distances of your mind
Can you expect to keep doing things until you go blind

Everything I say and whenever I am heard to speak
I try to keep my tongue lodged firmly in one cheek
Being humble is a virtue not only for the meek
Human beings talk on nearly every Wednesday of the week

I am an exact digital representation of the entire universe
I shouldn't really complain because things could be worse

I love to count my fingers
To make sure they're still attached
There are many holes in my head
That have never ever been patched

Pay me from the money and the dollars of the world

My doctor told me there were nipples on my brain
And if they remained there I would surely go insane
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Random Verses about nothing in particular

I have become the 14th dimension of reality
You cannot begin to imagine what I see in front of me
I am the bone damage of the entire universe
Do you take this life for better or for worse?

I talk to 14 medical experts each day
They sometimes don't have very much to say
I walk to the shops and I walk home again
All will be revealed but I'm not sure when

My doctor performs amazing medical tricks on me
As we eat bananas on an island in the big city
I was polishing my life just the other day
When down came a spider and dragged me away

My soul is pregnant with a poem
But then my mind decides to roam
Across the bridge that's made of foam
Landing somewhere near Paris or Rome

In the individual moments of my life
There is no trouble and no strife
In the individual cells of my physical form
There is enough energy to keep the world warm

The patterns of reality are hard to recognise
Microscopic entities undetectable by eyes
Inch by inch they generate everything you see
But how does one explain the existence of you and me?

Life is a movement between all the opposite ways
A trance-like state in which nobody really behaves
Questions surface from subterranean regions of our minds
If it gets too much, you can always close the blinds

I know what it's like to be crazy
I know what it's like to be sane
I know what it's like to have
A billion thoughts flooding your brain

I used to believe in the miniature availability of life
While trying to balance a dozen or more peas on my knife
My individual brain cells hardly ever agree to work together
But every now and then thoughts tickle me just like a feather

In the amazing crispness of each morning
You turn on the telly and it's always boring
Opening the back door you light up a ***
And wonder if this day will be less of a drag

Suddenly I am the ten lifeforms of the future
In these moments I tend to forget my own nature
If there are no more moments to contemplate
I'll just go outside and dance until eight

When this sentimental journey is finally over
No more rain falls upon the salty ocean
And the distance which this spinning planet may cover
Is determined by a new kind of sideways motion
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
What do I Know

In the beginning
People all believed
This earth was flat
And I am sure
Most were content
To leave it at that
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Human Behaviour

Why don't we recite poems
To the people that we meet
If they're having an ordinary day
It could be just the treat

Why do we need instructions
On how we should behave
Searching for the perfect advice
From the cradle to the grave

At any given moment
We could be sane or crazy
To switch from one to the other
Simply pick up a daisy
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Mealtime

When a man enjoys his lunch
He has something nice to munch
Some sandwiches in a bunch
And they make a lovely crunch
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Anxiety

I am a nervous wreck
I wonder what the heck
There's something I must check
Before I hit the deck
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Impermanence

Laughing
Smiling
A telephone dialing
Pleasant conversation
Flashes of inspiration
A moment of peace
Some sweet release
Families eating
Thoughts are fleeting
Pleasure and pain
Some doubts remain
Lightning and thunder
Don't you just wonder
Suddenly I'm furious!
Are you a little curious?
A moment of laughter
May be what you're after
A wild and crazy dream
Things are not as they seem
A baby crying
There's no denying
Time to sleep
Try not to weep
Trouble and strife
Such is life!
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Self portrait without the music

I have a totally spontaneous mind
It is always my intention to be kind
Compassion is also important to me
I could happily do this for eternity

I love the niceness of each morning
I always wonder at the dawning
I do enjoy pleasant conversation
Flowers cause me fascination

I treat everyone with respect
This is easier than you may suspect
I try to exercise gratitude
Especially for the food I've chewed

I always aim to be light-hearted
Even when my friends have parted
Nothing really irritates
When I'm in these altered states

I laugh at all the antics of my ego
I like to expand the things I know
Worry is such a waste of my time
I am quite pleased this poem does rhyme
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Not exactly a poem but interesting in its own way ...

Fragments of a Conversation

(between two or more unknown characters)

"How does anyone explain their own existence?"

"By performing the ancient rituals of lifetimes."

"How does anyone ever believe in their own lifetime?"

"By the time they understand the questions, they have forgotten the answers."

"How should people live?"

"People should live as if they were dead in multi-coloured shoes of lead."

"Why do people never know their real names?"

"People get distracted and so they forget their own lives."

"How does anyone ever live in a world of despair?"

"By becoming disconnected from every idea known to man."

"I don't even know what reality is anymore. My life has been petrified and purified."

"Don't worry. Reality is now an obsolete and abandoned concept. You don't need it anymore."

"Your mind is beautifully warped."

"Thankyou very much."

"Where is my life and where is my lifetime?"

"Don't ask me. I'm not a psychiatrist."

"Neither am I. I'm glad to meet you."

"I can't adjust to this level of reality. It's far too linear. There are no variations in the objects."

"Don't worry, you get used to it after a while. It isn't as bad as it looks."

"I am living in the twelve oldest regions of space and time"

"I thought you lived in a house just like all the rest of us."

"A house is merely a three dimensional structure which some people call home. My body is a manifestation of light and energy which exists within a framework of time and space.

"Yes, I know that. But can you tell me why people fall down when their lives are in ruins?"

"That's easy. They simply forget to create a vortex in their manufactured and reconstructed world."

"Oh yeah, that makes sense. Now I can see the true meaning behind all the days of our lives."

"I'm glad I could be of service to you. Is there anything else on your mind at the moment?"

"Well, yes, but I hesitate to mention it."

"Feel free to say anything. My mind is like a cloud that drifts through your distorted concept of reality. Nothing you say can disturb my tranquillity.

"I hate it when you talk like that. You sound just like a man who went crazy and they locked him away from normal society."

"What's so normal about this society. It is actually a replica of its own future and the friction of its orbit around the sun."

"I am living the standard nightmare of existence."

"That's funny. So am I. What a coincidence."

"I am a triangle formed between two magnetic islands."

"I sympathise with you. I sympathise with everybody. Everyone is struggling along the best way they know but it just isn't working."

"Yes, it is. It's working perfectly."

"Oh yeah, you're right. I forgot. I was looking at things the wrong way."

"Lucky. Lucky. Lucky. I am the lucky number!

"I know what you mean. My picture of reality changes from one moment to the next. What was impossible yesterday is now quite easy. Conversely, that which was simple and effortless yesterday has suddenly become impossible. You get used to it."

Continues in next post ...
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
"I used to think people were trying to investigate my life."

"That's nothing! I was abducted by hypnotic and psychotic aliens who took me on a rampage through their sub-atomic universe."

"I was cold when my own cold, cold icecreams were cold."

"Milk is the frozen milk of my lifetime."

"I used to think I was the sprinkling of dust."

"You are. You are a handful of dust."

"Geometry made promises to me that it could never keep."

"I'm alive! I'm alive! I am a living being."

"Okay, calm down. Keep your shirt on."

"Sorry, I got a bit carried away! I won't do it again, I promise."

"You can't go around getting all excited like that at the drop of a hat. What will people think?"

"They will probably think I am a lunatic and they might be right."

"Why worry about their opinions. They are anchored to a rigid view of reality that never shifts and never bends. Deep down inside, they hope it never ends."

"That sounds like a poem. Do you mind if I write it down on my hand?

"Be my guest. Do you need a pen?"

"No. But I might need to borrow your horoscope for a while."

"It's over there next to my seven copies of the Bible."

"Why do you need seven copies?"

"I am the wave and the tune and the light. Anyone who believes in this will surely never die."

"That's great, mate but what does it mean?"

"I am the cave and the moon and the night. Anyone who follows me will be alright."

"Yes, I heard you the first time. There's no need to repeat yourself."

"Why not? It's fun to repeat yourself. I do it all the time."

"So I noticed."

"No need to get nasty. I was merely expressing my opinion."

"There are no opinions. There are only points of view."

"I couldn't agree more."

"More than you'll ever know."

"You don't seem to get excited very often."

"I dance on the inside."

"That's what they all say!"

"It's true. Once you come to truly appreciate serenity and tranquillity, you learn to value them far above the kind of empty excitement most people seem to crave."

"That's true. Jus the other day I saw someone getting all excited because he thought a few subatomic aliens were transforming and relocating his brain. I told him to get real and stop pouring milk into my hair. He was very sorry about causing the second world war."

"I think everyone should take a vow of poverty as well as a vow of silence."

"That's not what most people think."

"I'm not interested in the conventional view. It is terribly uninspired."

"It has made the world what it is today."

"Exactly."

"I take it you're not a big fan of the current state of humanity."

"Give the man a cigar. You are truly a genius. No, seriously, the world is pretty well f***ed up right now. It would take a miracle to fix it up."

"Don't you believe in miracles?"

"Only fools and dreamers believe in miracles."

"But the entire universe is a miracle. You're living inside a miracle as we speak. How can you turn around and say you don't believe in miracles?"

"Okay, I give up. You've convinced me."

"That wasn't too hard now was it."

"I may look harmless enough but I am really a subversive. I want to dismantle the status quo because it just isn't working. But what you replace it with is the big question."

"That is a big question. Let me get back to you when I've worked it out."

"I need an answer now or I will lose my mind."

"Don't worry, mate. If you lose your mind, I'll do all your thinking for you."

"I feel better already."

"That's the way a conversation should go. It should jump all over the place. Most conversations are too linear for my liking."

"You do it your way and I'll do it my way and I'll be in Scotland before you."

"That's better! You're really getting into the spirit of things!"

"Marmalade."

"Why did you say marmalade?"

"Sorry. I got confused and I panicked."

"That's quite alright. But you must promise me never to do it again."

"I am the Japanese embassy."

"Hold that thought. I have to stop talking for a while or my head will collapse."

"I understand. Your secret is safe with me."

"Melting. Melting. I am the melting snow."

"I hope you're joking because I would hate to have to go through life with that sort of idea in my head."

Continues in next post ...
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
"I walk through the political quagmire of life."

"I know just what you mean."

"I am an abysmal life-form flowing through your mentality of reality"

"That's nice, mate but I can't afford to lend you any money after all."

"I wasn't asking for money. Where did you get that idea from?"

"It just popped into my head as if by magic"

"I don't believe in magic myself."

"That's not what you said last week. I remember you saying that every single aspect of the universe was a reminder of the magic of creation. Have you forgotten so quickly?"

"Well, I changed my mind. That's my prerogative. I might decide next week that my life is so strange that it should be placed in a museum.""

"That sounds like a wonderful idea. Can I join you?"

"Not really. There are some things a person has to do on their own or it just won't work."

"Do you ever get the feeling someone else is living inside your head?"

"Oh yes, all the time. There is an entire community of beings living inside me. They don't eat much and they are great company."

"What sort of beings are they? If you don't mind me asking."

"They are the cosmic equivalent of the familiar particle beings who you meet every day but never get around to talking to."

"I'm confused. Can you explain it further?"

"I could. But you would not understand the explanantion. There are some ideas you are just not ready for. This is because of your lack of understanding at this level of existence."

"Are you calling me stupid?"

"Not at all. Everything happens in its own way and at the appropriate time."

"You could have fooled me."

"I could have but I chose not to. There is simply no motive for me to fool anyone."

"I was born like a Japanese doctor. I walk round in the middle of a room."

"What is your opinion about the latest issues."

"I have none."

"You're no fun."

"You're wrong there, my lad. I just happen to have a different concept of fun from everyone else. My idea of fun is to sit and meditate for hours on the infinite mysteries of existence."

"I don't believe you."

"That's your prerogative. By the way, what colour is a piece of string?"

"Beats me. I'm still trying to imagine the sound of one man clapping."

"So am I. Good luck."

"But honestly, what is your opinion? I really want to know."

"I am Switzerland. I have no opinion on anything under the sun. When my mind resides in the clear, white light I can see everything from an infinite number of angles. To select one of these angles as the best angle does seem quite arbitrary and somewhat silly to me."

"I suppose you're right. My doctor told me to jump around the room like a rabbit."

"I am the political adjective."

"It always amazes me how people can live in a city of their own dreams."

"I don't think you're in touch with reality, mate."

"I tried reality once but I didn't like it. It left something to be desired."

"I know what you mean. I also have doubts about the direction the world is heading."

"I used to believe in the crimson reality of life."

"Crimson reality? That's your own crimson reality. That's your own crimson reality!"

"There's no need to shout. I heard you the first time."

"I wasn't shouting at you. I was shouting at the beings in my mind."

"That's okay. Say hello for me."

"I sure will. Do you have any message for them?"

"I am the travelling salesman. I travel through the nightmare of life."

"Well, that's one way of looking at it"

"In sweet moments of clear plastic, our lives become folded and reduced."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"One day you'll be ready for that idea - and you'll be grateful to me for putting it in your head"

"You might be right about that but at the moment I'd rather fold my own candles."

"Don't get too complacent. I think we all still have a long way to go."

"Yes, you're right of course. The goal should be a state of global nirvana and the only real obstacle is stress."

"I think there are other obstacles you may not be aware of. Old habits die hard. Most people will continue to endure an unideal situation until it drives them to do something crazy."

"Why don't they just sing their way out of trouble like I do."

"They probably just forgot how funny the world can be when you don't have a clue."

"What are you going to do now?"

"I thought I might sit quietly and meditate on the nature of love."

"But you and I already know the true nature of love, don't we?"

"Yes, but I still enjoy meditating on it. I still remember the days when I was like everyone else and saw love as this mysterious emotion you feel for just a few special people around you. I now realise this is a very diminished view of what love truly is. Once I started to see love as a universal force that flows through every aspect of creation, I started to get a glimpse of what our true nature is. It blew my mind, literally."

"That sounds like fun. I might join you."

"Feel free."

"I'm glad we had this little chat."

"The pleasure was all mine. Thank you, doctor."
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Stream of Consciousness # 47

You were there in a chair
With no home or a care
Cars in cases on Chinese lakes
Total discipline is what it takes
Formless, nameless, cold and wet
I forget and that's where I met
In the field the rabbits learn
Burning burning they fall asleep
Folks in cars drop their cigars
Jackets and hats and golden smiles
Tigers in pyjamas talking to crocodiles
Early in the day the monkeys decide to play
Indifferent and stolen from the next tree
Bananas and oranges and the old cotton field
Handled with care in a jar of cement
The demons in my mind are playing their games
Indecent armies parading their angry flames
Allowing and empowering as they fold a candle
This episode ends with a book on the table
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Our little trip

On a grey Melbourne day we set off for the sanctuary
Built by William Ricketts earlier this century
Gilbert, Owen and Dijana to name just a few
Yvonne, Rebecca and Geoff came along too

We packed all the food into tight little bags
Stopping from time to time to light up some ****
Soon we were climbing up Mount Dandenong
The air was so fresh. The birds were in song

Our lunch was eaten in the carpark at noon
Someone it seems had forgotten the spoon
This oversight did not cause an unruly scene
Which would have spoiled a place so serene

We paid our money and went in through a gate
Rebecca rushed around like a white rabbit who's late
The rest of us strolled slowly along every path
Looking in wonder at brother William's art

The statues all grow out of the very rock
At first this comes as a bit of a shock
Soon you relax and feel quite at ease
This place has an aura that surely does please

A poem about Owen started to brew in my head
Based on a few of the things that he said
I never knew he was as warped as us too
Suddenly I saw him as one of our crew

Most of the figures have a calm, relaxed pose
Untroubled about wearing very few clothes
Hands, feet and bodies all remarkably real
I suspect our presence is something they can feel

Some of the grottos have archways I'll mention
That appear to be portals to another dimension
This idea may sound a bit strange to you
At the time we felt it could surely be true

As a group we continued but stopped now and then
To inspect some more figures of possums and men
The eyes in their heads have that far-away gaze
Dijana knows just what I mean by that phrase

They seem to be more than mere stone and wood
You'd swear they can hear you and tell if you're good
We took a few photos to prove we were there
But I'll never forget those eyes that just stare

They stare into a distant time and another place
When everyone had that serene look on their face
A look that speaks of such pure, inner peace
William seems to have captured it with ease

They look not at you or through you but past you
Back to a time when the world was quite new
With none of our modern stress and commotion
When walking around was the commonest motion

I felt my mind wandering back to that dreamtime
Where everything had its own reason and rhyme
William Ricketts must have been so connected
To all of the creatures that he so respected

This really is a place you should see
You may not view it quite the same as me
In time we all walked back to the car
We drove to the lookout which was not too far

We parked for a while without having to pay
Grateful to Dijana for her own special way
She has a delightful talent for being vague
Which she quite often turns to good advantage

In the mist, the city seemed a distant mirage
A ghostly illusion with nobody in charge
It started to rain but I didn't mind one bit
We found a nice spot to chat and to sit

The conversation took its usual course
As if we were part of some great unseen force
We laughed and we quite lost track of time
I felt we were part of a nursery rhyme

On the drive back the lively discussion went on
We talked about the nature of time and reincarnation
Aliens, Easter Island, Jules Verne, and personality
I felt everyone was on the same wavelength as me

Driving on past galleries, tea houses and little shops
This is usually the stage where our energy drops
But as a group we stayed wide awake
As Owen decided which road to take

Reading William's poems from the book that we bought
We realised he was a man apart from the usual sort
The foundation of his life was a very old recipe
Love every creature was his simple philosophy

We could all learn something from this eccentric
Who made his home out of wood rather than brick
He shared his days with the animals and trees
He never married which explains his pure peace

William Ricketts died in Nineteen Ninety Three
I'm sure his spirit still dwells in this vicinity
Try to come along to visit his fine works
Like most artists he sure had a few quirks

His video is available at the park's front office
It may be well worth your while to purchase
To see what he looked like when he was around
You'll find his voice has a transcendent sound

Too soon we were back in civilisation
All were left with the same realisation
We'd all been time travelers just for one day
All of us need a sanctuary for our spirits to play

Some photos of the Sanctuary -

William Ricketts Sanctuary | The Grapevine
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Wide awake at 3 AM

I was glorified and petrified in the forest
I was normalised and testified in your eyes
I fell boldly and coldly from the moon
I walked backwards while holding a spoon

I sang silently and politely in the cave
I found sixteen ways to fill the day
I drowned in beauty and fresh showers
I grew as a weed among the flowers

I played in the secret hallways of your mind
I rose skyward in a shaft of golden light
I saw all the peoples of the world
Gathering on hilltops during the cold night

I whispered to angels and saw them smile
I wished for harmony and the echoes of laughter
I felt sweet agonies deep in my soul
I quietly dreamed the bliss of the ever after
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
What is a poem

What is a poem
Just words on a page
What is a poem
Sentences in a cage

What is a poem
I'm sure I don't know
What is a poem
A seed that may grow

It may grow in ways the poet never intended
If every phrase remains open ended
It may lay dormant for a thousand years
Then spring into life to dissolve all fears

Just between you and me
There are many things a poem can be
It can be a pile of meaningless words
Or send your soul flying among the birds

Life itself is a poem
Written by us all
The young and the old
The short and the tall

Life is a poem
Written each day
With all that you do
And all that you say

Life is a poem
Let's write it well
We can make a Heaven
Out of any Hell

Life is a poem
Let's join yours and mine
Combine all our verses
Who cares if it rhymes

Life is a poem
Come write it with me
Some of the words
Are in you but not me

Life is a poem
This one must end
Before too long
Write yours with a friend
 

Geoff-Allen

Resident megalomaniac
Fate

People wonder about the spiritual connections
Extending in outward and inward directions
There really are no accidents or co-incidences
In each one of our various circumstances

The souls around you can help light the way
Learning from them is possible each day
Listen to the voices both outward and inner
You'll find your approach is already a winner

With heart and mind open you'll know who to trust
In this way your soul will never develop a crust
I wish you well on your spiritual quest
If you get tired you know just how to rest

Send your mind off to that far-away land
You may see my mates who will offer a hand
Returning refreshed and sparkling new
Each infinite moment will send you its clue

Listen to Deepak as he talks of Merlin and Arthur
You'll feel as if your soul is making a departure
He advises us all to seek the wizard within
Just hearing his voice can make your head spin

Like William Ricketts his voice is transcendental
The message he gives is pure and fundamental
Universal love is the path we should all seek
Not just an idea for one day of the week

Is he the teacher we have all been awaiting
Or just one of many I seem to be anticipating
Maybe the true teacher is always with us
If we can seek the silence away from the fuss
 
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