The cost of weed for the most part, I’ve gotten it to where I can buy 50$ worth for a week. I wish it was legal it enhances life, makes you forget about the bad stuff. Get better sleep and gives me enough of an appetite to eat like a normal person. Trileptol though for what I know is a mood...
I’m about to watch these, I love going on walks when I’m really depressed this might sound weird but one time I walked 7 miles because of some stuff I just couldn’t stop walking. I love walking through the woods we have some near my house, stuff like that has always taken stress away. I used to...
I do have a chemical imbalance in my brains makeup, I was put on trileptol, Zoloft and Xanax but none of them ever helped me. I guess there’s a counselor for everyone as well as the correct medication, as for marijuana I hate to say but already use because of my anger issues. It works miracles...
I’ve sat here reading everything and there’s a whole lot to reply to but I’m going to see a psychologist, maybe Patricia she wasn’t bad it was just not enough time with her I only got 40 minutes she was extremely booked.
you summed my entire life up except for the left handedness. It’s insane...
I feel extremely vulnerable, though if it’s real that’s exactly what it wants it’s hard not to feel that way. I’m reading a bible as I type and I’m trying to find cleansing verses. I’ve lived my past few years of sin believing there is no god I won’t lie. I’ve been in fights, I’ve been even...
It’s not every night my moms in here with me, I’m not sure though how bad these are going to get while I’m by myself because if it can’t use my mom to scare me what will it use?
I greatly appreciate the time you’re taking to help me. You’re being of great help as is everyone on this thread. My depression starting to spiral out of control I’m going to look for help. As for the entity I may believe I have, there’s many reasons I believe there may be one. When I was 9 the...
I haven’t actually had a counselor, my bad. They where psychologists. Dr. Hutchinson from molines psychiatric group, Dr. Jackie from another place in moline, Patricia something in the same building as my old psychiatrist dr. Naryan. What type of help should I seek?
I honestly believe this entity if real has had hold of my life for all too long. I wasn’t in the right mind the day of attempting it and there’s so much shame in what I did now.. I’ve developed PTSD from it. I’ve read other cases of people who believe they’ve got a powerful entity in their life...
Thank you for your input, anything is needed and I’m going to take it all the to the heart. I’ve been in and out of counseling since I’ve been nine and it has never helped me. My mom suggested the same thing last night, I’m considering it all, maybe a priest would be the best type of counselor...
THE BACK STORY
I’m 16 years old, never experienced a hallucination, if that’s what this was. Some nights I’m forced to sleep with my mom because she thinks I’m going to kill myself. I’ve got some severe depression in my life and for my mom who found me unconscious on the floor when I was nine...