We aren't talking about Mickey Mouse here, dude. 2 billion people believe in the resurrection of Christ based on the evidence provided. I can only hope that one day you will believe it, too.
You just keep telling yourself that.
By the way, what year is it? Oh yeah, that's right it is 2017 AD - Christ's death, that is. But you are right, surely such a person we tell time by never really existed...
Hmm... so we just totally throw out all of the eye witness accounts of the resurrected Christ and ignore the fact that his body was absent from the tomb - and that there are no remains today to be found at all.
And we ignore the fact that surely the High Priest and the Romans would have paraded...
The Church rejected the apocryphal books as they are not divinely inspired. Men filled with the Spirit determined these books are not works inspired by the Holy Spirit. How can they be when they contradict the 4 Gospels?