Chaos bro here. My road to my current spiritual/religious/philosophic beliefs is kind of a complicated one. Was raised "christian" but it was never forced on me that strongly and eventually I gave it up.
At first I was a very staunch atheist/materialist but I wasn't completely happy with it and...
Thanks for the tip! I play a bit of guitar but not enough yet that I'd want to play for an audience. I've played saxophone, clarinet, and jazz keyboard in bands before, but my most recent interest has been in electronic music production.
This is pretty much my view on social justice, even though I'm not a satanist. I'm a bit of a moral nihilist. I think it's up to people to sink or swim on their own, and if I choose to help someone I'm happy to do so, but I would never champion a cause or offer assistance due to feeling obligated.
Mostly I do my own thing. I use Carroll's writings pretty frequently though, especially Liber Null. I've thought about joining a pagan meetup group or UU church or something for when I feel like practicing in/with a group, but I don't have a ton of free time.
So I'm new to the forums here. Figure I should introduce myself.
My beliefs: I'm into Chaos Magic. I've read Phil Hine, Peter Carroll, Austin Spare, and Frater U.D. I do a bit of work with sigils and in general my practice is pretty eclectic and mutable.
Before Chaos Magic, I was a lot of...