Kitty,
Oh dear. It sounds difficult. I think you need to find yourself some professional support. See if you can find some family planning support groups in your area. You may find that you're not the only one in this situation and you may learn from the experiences of others.
Hehehe, I go away for a couple of months and come back, right where I left off.
"I'm not gay but my boyfriend is."
I'm not actually. That was just something I saw on a hat once and it made me laugh. I have no energy around another person's sexual orientation. But I do toward people...
I agree carrdero, but one needs to take into account the curveballs. If you could see them in advance, it would effect how you might react. But as I suggested before, perhaps that could really be the master plan in effect.
Online language has it's own delicate balance. Although "Halfbreed" (a screen name with bigoted connotations in itself) was obviously over the top, the written online language unfortunately lacks nuance. You can never be too careful. Thank goodness for emoticons. You're point is well taken...
Pulled from another thread
I'm not sure if it's possible to see an "ultimate mission" for the individual, assuming there is one. I think our goals are in a continuous state of change. I suppose if we could peer into the future and see what life is going to deal you then perhaps we could...
You raise an interesting point Prima. If all of our lives were to be considered "missions" then all "missions" apply in the grand scheme of things. "Right" or "wrong" in that grand scheme do not apply.
Unless, of course, there is yet another mission that applies beyond the first one. A mission...
hahah.
I've had 2 wins. Once 6 years ago on the first crossword scratch and win I'd ever bought I won the 50,000 prize. I was shocked. And being Canadian immediately thought I'd done something wrong. I had to wait to the following morning to verify it. A few months later I won 2,700 on...