I don't know if anyone out there has the same problem as I have. Commedian Dave Allen once had a sketch of a nun, running down a corridor, tripping on her habit. 'Damn' she muttered; 'Oh, God, I'm sorry, God' she said as she realized what she had said; etc ....
I have a problem with vanity and humility; knowing which is which, I mean....
Example; I help an old lady cross the road, because she's scared; as I leave her, I think 'That was nice of me' and with the thought comes 'Damn; I've ruined the good deed I've done by thinking of it as being a good deed - as if it is invalidated by my feeling good about having done something I thought was good,
Does anyone else feel the same way? as if you just cant win?:bonk:
I have a problem with vanity and humility; knowing which is which, I mean....
Example; I help an old lady cross the road, because she's scared; as I leave her, I think 'That was nice of me' and with the thought comes 'Damn; I've ruined the good deed I've done by thinking of it as being a good deed - as if it is invalidated by my feeling good about having done something I thought was good,
Does anyone else feel the same way? as if you just cant win?:bonk: