In the time I've been on RF, I have seen a lot of posts in which people air grievances against a religion they were formerly affiliated with. And it makes sense. Some people have had some really awful experiences with a specific faith or a certain group, and sometimes it just helps to put that out there.
However, sometimes a person leaves a religious path on good terms, and I don't hear as much about that. Have you had an experience like this? Or, are there any things you are grateful for that a past religion or worldview may have given you?
Nice OP. I'll TRY to make it short.
I never was religious and never believed in god. Mother wasn't a believer and father left his belief when he was a kid. So, it never reached the household (too much bigger issues than that). So my mother took us to church (me and my two younger brothers) because she always wanted to have a single family home, two kids, a dog, in a christian household (no kidding). So, I went to church and when my mother got married again, a pastor came to me when I was looking in the classrooms and gave me a living translation of the bible. So, I read the bible, wrote my prayers, and pretty much (as my brothers said) evangelize (maybe it's a bug people have when they enter the church, I don't know).
Skip a bit when my "belief" started to wane right before brain surgery I met a cradle roman catholic friend. She brought me to her church and fell in love with it. Years later, I joined.
My positive experience really had to do with a couple of things, the sacraments (Communion and confession in particular), the devote focus on personal time in prayer (every church is open for it), the hospitality (the church paid my rent, gave me food, and furniture when I first moved), and the activities (I went to a retreat up near the mountains where we had mass daily, studied scripture, of course confession, and pretty much had time to pray and chat.)
I liked the Communion. It is different than other churches I've been to in that when they say "jesus saves you" it's not abstract in other churches but quite literal and communal. So, I like that communion home feeling. I also like how each person drinks from the same cup (during the holidays or in smaller churches) because it makes me think belief to catholics is more important than arguing over if someone spit in the wine and germs and so forth.
I liked confession as well. My first confession during RCIA, I told the priest pretty much the big stuff. He gave me a card and said let's speak in his office. We spent two ours or so with me confessing, hugged me, and even brought me home (he was a new priest so still learning the ropes of congregational/priest boundaries due to politics). I've had only two bad experiences with priest, one yelled at me and said the devil made me do it! (sin) and the other yelled at me because I asked him if he was alright when he was sleeping during my confession.
One day after a good amount of self-reflection, going to Mary (for some reason I get a better connection-maybe because I was raised from a single parent), and the statue of her holding christ in her arms, and of course the Eucharist and said that it wouldn't make sense for me to believe in god (how I interpreted it-which was burdensome in itself) if I don't believe in your son (don't believe I need to be saved).
I took communion one last time and left the church.
In protestant view, I'm no longer christian. In catholic view, I just need to reunite myself with the sacraments through confession and communion. However, the positive experience, if you really don't believe the essence of communion (christ), it really doesn't make sense to stay. I never believed in the bible so, when I talked with the priest before I joined, I should have listened when he said maybe wait before I did. (That was when I asked him if he REALLY believed the bread/wine is jesus christ. He said no before almost falling out of his chair. And explained it to me with a wash of relief running down my face)