TravisJC
Member
Hello fellow Hindu DIR,
As a Saivite Hindu my understanding of the different schools of thought, as well as philosophy of bheda-abheda and non-duality is rather poor. I am caucasian and I did not grow up in a Hindu family, thus my knowledge is very limited, but nonetheless I try to learn more and more. I do have a home shrine with Shiva, Parvati, Ganesh, etc as I pray everyday; however, I also do abhishekam to lingam everyday. I know that, I, as an individual must ultimately decide what I believe to be true or not true but I would love some advice, insight, and further discussion on this topic as I didn't find any in this section of the forums.
Per Saiva Siddhanta the jiva and Shiva are separate entities in that they are described as the same, but separate. I've seen various analogies and still my understanding is poor. Do Saivite who believe in this school of thought meditate on Shiva to obtain moksha. Do they perform rudrabhiskem as do the Virasaivite? I have read that Vira Saivism believe that Shiva and the self are one but is this true or am misunderstanding the information being presented to me?
I believe that my background has brung up various different thoughts on Saivite Hinduism that may be seen as odd but I believe that Shiva is the Lord Supreme and he and I are one, but the difference lies in that I am lost in a worldly existence clouded by maya and such. I meditate to obtain realization of Lord Shiva but don't understand where my thoughts align with. I'm sorry if this was a long post but as my journey in life continues I wish to obtain a guru but think that many would be confused with who I am and what beliefs I hold.
Thank you for your time and I apologize if I have confused anyone, for I am also confused.
EDIT: I don't know if this is allowed but if anyone here knows other Hindus in the Los Angeles area that I could get some face-to-face help with I would love to chat.
As a Saivite Hindu my understanding of the different schools of thought, as well as philosophy of bheda-abheda and non-duality is rather poor. I am caucasian and I did not grow up in a Hindu family, thus my knowledge is very limited, but nonetheless I try to learn more and more. I do have a home shrine with Shiva, Parvati, Ganesh, etc as I pray everyday; however, I also do abhishekam to lingam everyday. I know that, I, as an individual must ultimately decide what I believe to be true or not true but I would love some advice, insight, and further discussion on this topic as I didn't find any in this section of the forums.
Per Saiva Siddhanta the jiva and Shiva are separate entities in that they are described as the same, but separate. I've seen various analogies and still my understanding is poor. Do Saivite who believe in this school of thought meditate on Shiva to obtain moksha. Do they perform rudrabhiskem as do the Virasaivite? I have read that Vira Saivism believe that Shiva and the self are one but is this true or am misunderstanding the information being presented to me?
I believe that my background has brung up various different thoughts on Saivite Hinduism that may be seen as odd but I believe that Shiva is the Lord Supreme and he and I are one, but the difference lies in that I am lost in a worldly existence clouded by maya and such. I meditate to obtain realization of Lord Shiva but don't understand where my thoughts align with. I'm sorry if this was a long post but as my journey in life continues I wish to obtain a guru but think that many would be confused with who I am and what beliefs I hold.
Thank you for your time and I apologize if I have confused anyone, for I am also confused.
EDIT: I don't know if this is allowed but if anyone here knows other Hindus in the Los Angeles area that I could get some face-to-face help with I would love to chat.