Aštra’el
Aštara, Blade of Aštoreth
You must try and learn to deal with those inclinations that we all deal with as human beings, pushing us towards different sides of our own individual and collective human nature. Call them what you want... embrace them at times, deny them at times, but find a way to navigate this timeline of your life. The only way is the way it happens, here and now, and you have so much control over that... more than you think. As do we all.