Riders
Well-Known Member
Wish me luck. Yea I know, Is aid because of my addiction I was not going to date . However I do have a year of sobriety. 13 months.
I also said if ir were platonic it would be ok. We started out talking platonic. But with Christmas coming up I dont know. We were talking last night that it maybe ok to kiss hold hands and hug, make out.
I think making out will still be ok as long as its not sexual, then I will still be on my program.But it maybe questionable to my sponsor but its my program in the end. Its just really hard right now. I have nothing to do int he daytime and I am so lonely.
Anyways, meta guy online, not a scam artist because we are suppose to meet this weekend, probably tomorrow. Hes an older man.I suppose I should put this up in sex section because he is 63 11 years older then me. I don't' believe hes obese from his picture, he maybe over weight.
Older men sometimes are attracted to me because I look a lot younger and they are willing to deal with my obesity.But most men are sexist, so it is sexist, but I am willing to deal with the sexism as long as its not coming from a guy who weighs 450 pounds. The weight thing drives me crazy.
But He looks alright to me, I like him, I think hes attractive anyways, seems to be happy about meeting me. He said the first night I spoke to him , I have a date next week with another guy, he said he wanted to see me this weekend first so he could grab me before the other guy got me, Thought that was cute.
I guess I will have to put this under sex because I already gave him permission to see other women. But I would doubt hell find anyone but who knows. I already told him if he does the poly thing hes alone, I can not will not help him, or go to swingers parties or anything of the like.
But how can i ask a guy to be true to me when I cant commit to a relationship now? Were just gonna be friends for while a long time at first.
As long as he leaves me out of any of that I don't mind.
I do NOT WANT to be alone this Christmas, neither one of us do. Well probably find a motel and go makeout..............................YAY ME!
I also said if ir were platonic it would be ok. We started out talking platonic. But with Christmas coming up I dont know. We were talking last night that it maybe ok to kiss hold hands and hug, make out.
I think making out will still be ok as long as its not sexual, then I will still be on my program.But it maybe questionable to my sponsor but its my program in the end. Its just really hard right now. I have nothing to do int he daytime and I am so lonely.
Anyways, meta guy online, not a scam artist because we are suppose to meet this weekend, probably tomorrow. Hes an older man.I suppose I should put this up in sex section because he is 63 11 years older then me. I don't' believe hes obese from his picture, he maybe over weight.
Older men sometimes are attracted to me because I look a lot younger and they are willing to deal with my obesity.But most men are sexist, so it is sexist, but I am willing to deal with the sexism as long as its not coming from a guy who weighs 450 pounds. The weight thing drives me crazy.
But He looks alright to me, I like him, I think hes attractive anyways, seems to be happy about meeting me. He said the first night I spoke to him , I have a date next week with another guy, he said he wanted to see me this weekend first so he could grab me before the other guy got me, Thought that was cute.
I guess I will have to put this under sex because I already gave him permission to see other women. But I would doubt hell find anyone but who knows. I already told him if he does the poly thing hes alone, I can not will not help him, or go to swingers parties or anything of the like.
But how can i ask a guy to be true to me when I cant commit to a relationship now? Were just gonna be friends for while a long time at first.
As long as he leaves me out of any of that I don't mind.
I do NOT WANT to be alone this Christmas, neither one of us do. Well probably find a motel and go makeout..............................YAY ME!